Friday, December 5, 2008

human

Are we Human?
Or are we Dancers?
My sign is vital
My hands are cold
And I'm on my knees
Looking for the answer

i doubt it makes any sense but i think the songs good
the new song by The Killers-Human.

take a listen to it

and to Vimal
i know he won't read this
but...
SLOT THE BALL INTO THE FUCKIN' NET FOR FUCK'S SAKE

i'm done

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

DOTA

DOTA = Dunia Orang Takde AhChi

slow down on the dota
get more on the dating scene

Saturday, November 8, 2008

Maalini K. Sundaran

maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

tonight

my god
tonight by FM static
awesome
if you want to cry

joking
but it is good
makes me miss Brendan a lot
i'll be seeing my baby very very soon
haha

3 more days to first final paper
really lazy

i need some Pineapple Express
Brendan understands

and Vennila
that's what you get when you let your heart win

tonight - FM static

by the way
i still miss her

Sunday, November 2, 2008

just for her

well
deepavali's over
quite long ago
and i'm back in kl...tsk .....i miss home already
and
that special someone

no telling who
but i'm happy she's with me
she always brings that smile to my face
and i'm so mother effin glad it's her

i guess we needed an almost two year lesson isn't it?
to realize what we wanted..i guess

i'll only see her in bout a month
which is killing me inside
but at the same time keeping me strong
i love her
and miss her

i know she knows that

just for her..
dear god - avenged sevenfold

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

bloody ankle

my ankle's still swollen
i thought it'd be better by now but it's still the same
and still hurts

now i realized the top of my foot is slightly swollen too
how did i not realize?
either i'm blind
or i've got elepahntiasis

shit

i don't care-fallout boy
spirits in the sky-norman greenbaum

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

swollen ankle

imagine yourself, jogging, running, feeling fitter than ever, or at least fitter in the last few months.
you're feeling like you could run for years.

and then, you go on uneven ground, slip and sprain your ankle, hear two crunches.

that happened.
bloody irritating.trying to get ready for hockey in november, and this happens, and i was feeling like...damn syok
now it looks like there's a tennis ball on my ankle
on damnly oversized one.

and i look like a fool when i walk.
even when it recovers, it'll take some time before i can run around again = shite.

and i think i can't eat a lot anymore, unless i remove a rib.
serious.

theres this spot at one of my ribs, which is like food sensitive.
it'll be painful when ie at too much.
we'll i didn't eat the whole day. only had a lot during dinner.
suddenly, i felt like meletuping.

still pain after 3 hours

and my ankle's pissing me off.

Sunday, October 5, 2008

mutton pratal

AIR ASIA seriously need to have better timing and services.
I know i know they're a budget airline, but seriously, it took half an hour for the bags to arrive at the bag pickup point from the airplane, which is freakin' 200metres away, and they use cars, not kereta lembu.

just came back to KL today, with uncle Siva now. I miss home already.

Can't wait for Deepavali. 3 weeks.

Mutton pratal, fireworks, and driving.
and eating.

Thursday, October 2, 2008

bad boys


the song seriously brings back memories

a lil bit

xoxo

was listening through some old songs
came across stone sour-through glass

love it
i mean

"i'm looking at you through the glass
dont know how much time has passed
oh god it feels like forever
but noone ever tells you that foreve feels like home
sitting all alone inside your head"

thinking bout it

how long is forever?
is it till you've found what you've been looking for?
till you've found that present you've always wanted for Christmas?
to finally go on a date with that hot brunette accross campus?
when you buy that CD that you've been craving for?
when you eat them Big Apple doughnuts?
to finally make a mistake and regret it for the rest of your life?
to finally "pop the question"?
to finally pop open that bottle of JD?

i wouldn't know
but i know it's different for every single person
to me i haven't discovered waht forever means.or it's time length
cos' to me it has a time length.seriously

ah i'm bullshitting
or am i not?

all i know is we need some love
I need John Lennon's Peace Group
to know that we are the walrus
and that strawberry fields are forever
then we'll imagine
before we end up in Helter Skelter

feed your dogs

i seriously would like to explain
scold
get angry at
and say
so much on this blog
but it would be really stupid

is it only me that i feel like,i have all this sadness,anger at myself all in this compartment in me?
i would seriously like to throw it out,even if it includes killing me.

is being too nice a sin??

and i don't think i'll be doing well this semester.
i see others JPA scholars or not, busting their asses studying,completing assignments,with finals coming up
and look at me
i'm on9
fucking around,without the fucking
wasting petrol
being a chauffeuring around.

but a lot of what i do, in my eyes is to help
but
does it pay to be nice?
i would say i dont know, but i do know
it does
it pays like a motherfucker(WHOOO)

alamak i just realized everything ive said
has no connection

but hey, youre reading this motherfucker

so that makes u a motherfucker
and your dad(cos' it's true)

Sunday, September 21, 2008

whatever you like baby

geram
we all remember the term BURUK SIKU don't we?
hate it when someone lends you something, and when they need it back,
no matter how you gotta give it back to them
and that same person gets mad at you when you're trying to save MONEY by not travelling too far?
i'm bloody broke la.walking pass the McDonalds outlet kills me everyitme k.
KFC worse, cos' it's god damn finger lickin good (not FINGERING Venn).

anyways
BIG APPLE'S opened near my place!!!!!!!
now i don't have to go all the way to Mid Valley to get some of those chocolate oozing lovely mmhmmmm donoughts.....yumm
i always squish it extra hard to see the chocolate ooze out...then i drink it up
yeah

T-A-S-T-Y

anyways check out whatever you like by T.I.
i mean the songs real ghetto and all
but check out the lyrics

And we can pop bottles all night
Baby you can have whatever you like
Late night sex, so wet, so tight
Gas up the jet for you tonight
And baby you can go wherever you like

LATE BLOODY WET TIGHT SEX LAAAAA

Shawty, you the hottest
Love the way you drop it
Brain so good, coulda swore you went to college

now he just made fun of the female race.
"coulda swore you went to college"?
our malaysian aunties would beat the shit outta him for that
just that
then they would pop bottles with him

i'm going back to PENANG soon!!!!!
AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CAN'T WAITTTTTT
only bout a month but OMFG it feels longer than that

i seriously miss my MOM

but hey I LOVE HER

and of cos' my dad and the rest of the family

i think i'm turning soft


















whatever you like-T.I.

Friday, September 19, 2008

tomorrow

I've been down and I'm wondering why
These little black clouds Keep walking around with me
It wastes time And I'd rather be high
Think I'll walk me outside And buy a rainbow smile
But be free, They're all free

So maybe tomorrow, I'll find my way home

------------------------------------------------------

i'd like some people to know
if those lazy eyes of theirs ever come across my sad blog
that money does not grow on trees,
or come out of my ass

so please make earlier decisions so that others don't get into trouble or waste their money
and time

maybe tomorrow-stereophonics

Thursday, September 18, 2008

drop

being a lazy ass is nothing but an introduction

i just made that up

anyways i'm sitting here(alone as usual) in KL sentral. Using the wi-fi here as my hostel has lousy internet connection, where only maybe one person could connect to it at any one time. How stupid.
but at least i'm making full sue of my time here in Secret Recipe. had like one brownie walnut, which i finished bout 2 hours ago. only 4.50 when i'm sitting here for hours?
worth it!

Abir's leaving today.(Gonna really miss you). Flight's at 8.15 p.m. i think. But it's like, too much hassle and money for me to go all the way to KLIA and all to send her off...SOOOORRRYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEEE

wow it'll only be another year till she comes back.
anyways, i'm gonna watch some videos.
GOOD GOOD videos.
oh check this video out


Sunday, September 14, 2008

you sexy thing

i dunno why...but i jsut didnt feel like writing in any posts...very very ugly life

anyways...to wrap up the last few months
2 months of holidays went passed...wth Brendan leaving to adelaide...and practicing making very good chocolate mousse and french fries which i await for when he comes back...

Yiling left for the US too..all the best to her of course. Heard she's getting freaky there. FUHHH FUHHH!!!!!

uni started again....i've been extremely lazy though. The first year i would always at least read something during the day. But now, i don't whats wrong ah? Days are long. No time to even go for a jog. Miss hockey badly.
anyways Hari Raya Aidilfitri's round the corner. Bout two weeks away. can't wait, cos it's a week OFF!!!!!!

oh.....met ABIR last Wednesday. I realized on that day that it's been 5 years since i last met her!!!
W-O-W

she's leaving for Swansea City, Wales this coming Thursday. So fast. Too fast.
Vennila will start to cry.I'll hope to see her on Thursday at the airport. See how la.
If the money in the bank says yes.

Oh btw, new names for these get freaky girls(in their dreams)
Vennila-Teisha
Uma-Keisha
and little Maalini-Theresa

You Got Me-One Block Radius

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

PO

kung fu panda
i love it
i love Po
woo

badoiinnggggg
skadooosh

Saturday, May 3, 2008

living for the weekend

ok fine exams over.....still cant think of what to do...instead ive been sitting my ass in the cyber cafe for 3 hours
DAMN SYOK MACHA
im not wanted by ppl anymore..some tend to FORGET who you are and only talk to you when they WANT or NEED something....
get that being used feeling...like a fuckin puppet...sorry i got no strings attached......

anyways
go fuck yourself

LIVING FOR THE FUCKIN WEEKEND-HARD-FI
without the fuckin
or the knocking
or the smashing
or the grabbing

and if you want flavoured water
pour some scotch on ice
thats your flavoured water

burn baby burn

my finals are over
i'm coming to burn your house down
starting with vennila

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

black & american?

NOW
tell me telll me
does this look like a seat belt,butterfly,ladybird or bow to you?
i chose everything except the latter one...i must be blind?
or is the belt just stupid?


and bloody kongket exams are stupid


black & gold-sam sparro
american boy-estelle feat. kanye west

Sunday, April 13, 2008

across the universe






check out these videos from the movie across the universe....
u got to watch it...all the songs used are by the beatles...don't like it?
then it's confirmed the world doesn't want you adn you should kill yourself

tak boleh berhenti




upbeat.....HO LIAO
no reason...watch cukup
i've got a quote....
"if you're angry cos your fat,you have a right to be"
that's why i am
BIAATTTTTTCHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
for Pat, tak that's what you are

under the bridge

still bit pissy



Sometimes I feel
Like I dont have a partner
Sometimes I feel
Like my only friend
Is the city I live in
The city of angel
Lonely as I am
Together we cry

I drive on her streets
cause shes my companion
I walk through her hills
cause she knows who I am
She sees my good deeds
And she kisses me windy
I never worry
Now that is a lie

I dont ever want to feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all the way

Its hard to believe
That theres nobody out there
Its hard to believe
That Im all alone
At least I have her love
The city she loves me
Lonely as I am
Together we cry

I dont ever want to feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all the way

Under the bridge downtown
Is where I drew some blood
Under the bridge downtown
I could not get enough
Under the bridge downtown
Forgot about my love
Under the bridge downtown
I gave my life away




it's a song you should bloody hell sing to someone to show your appreciation (obviously guy to girl)
but if she's done bad/wrong
kill her and repeat the motor oil stunt

i want to sing it to someone...had enough of lighting up brightly as a lamp post

Friday, April 11, 2008

buryburybury

i want to slice of her head bury it then in 7 days if it's still in good shape...put it into the grinder and feed it to dogs

yum...

it seems that it doesnt matter if u rush or care...you'll just fucked....by who i dont know.....but someone will....

i'm so full of anger i want to piss on someone...not in bed like while fucking or sth....but like literally piss on them....don't need to be drunk to that....loads of milo will do....and while pissing i'll dip their head in motor oil.....cos its the first thing that came to me

fucking ci bai

love in this club-usher feat young jeezy

Monday, April 7, 2008

back

went back for the weekend for cheng beng and all....from thurs till yesterday,sunday.....everyday was travelling....
back to pg on thurs,ipoh on fri,taiping and penang on sat,back to kl on sunday...bloody tiring...
but it was good to go pray to koong koong and great grandma.....haven't been praying only been sinning....not asking for redemption though...

saw maal and vennila too so it was good too on friday....ex's and ex's....too much exing around....
saw baby B...i miss u already
didn't spend time with family though..especially parents...feel really bad...hoping i can skip the tennis thing so i can see them...mom's birthday next week...

i miss home..and mom and dad...so not macho
and to vennila....HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER...
maal...ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU
patrick.....SHAKE IT LIKE A POM POM BABY
baby B....id ont ened tos ay anything and my love for u teleports to u

shake your pom pom-missy e
waht you got-colby o'donis feat. akon

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

doinke doink

i fucked up my test
all i have to say

i'll see you bitches on sat
see how hockey works

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

cuckoo face

whoever reads this is a cuckoo face...woo!!!

had physics test earlier...think i really fucked up...like...aiyo MAPALE!!!!!
really...like..gravity and all that shit....we don't need no gravity....
haih
and stupid tamadun is***...sorry must censor nowadays...though noone's gonna read this blog
i wonder why this author even care's
dumb ass

anyways...anyways what?
nothing..shit
there's nothing to shit about....other than that i miss BREN
oooohhhh baby

other than that....maalini bloody going back on friday....a week off or sth...not fair...no hols for me aso...vennila going back every weekend...other than this weekend cos there's this BIRTHDAY BASH....IWANNA GO!!!!
i'm your girlfrend rite venn???
PLEASE???
i'd even be the waiter for the nite...as long drinks are free...

oh ya...man u 3-0 liverpool
sucker
mascherano must be deaf or not understand english
torres has just proven he's gay....

liverpool shall be relegated
hopefully

bye fools....


love song-sara bareilles
ching a ling-missy elliot
bounce-timbaland

Sunday, March 9, 2008

pigs

you're all UPOS's

translations-20

ello boss...it's the election period..and i feel the bahasa melayu

"terlalu lambat untuk minta maaf...terlau lambattttt......"
apologize

"dia sebab air mata atas gitarku.."
teardrops on my guitar

"babi kalau kau strip kau dapat tip kerana ku suka saja dirimu"
the way i are

"bagi bagi ku bagi ku bagi bagi ku"
gimme more

"si pendek ada jeans bentuk epal, but dengan bulu(dengan bulu!!) seluruh kelab tengok-tengok dia,dia hentam lantai,kemudian si pendek pergi rendah rendah rendah rendah rendah rendah rendah rendah "
low

"dia nak cinta-cinta, nak tu cium-cium,dalam mindanya dia bermimpi untuk dengan sayaa"""
kiss kiss

"kau terlalu cantikkkkk awet,kerana tu ia takkan jadi, kau buatku bunuh diri,bunuh diri bila kau kata dah habis"
beautiful girls

"setiap hari kau buatku cinta hang kurang dan kurang"
everyday i love you less and less

"askar boi dalamnya oh,tengok saya cranknya,tengok saya guling,tengok saya crank askar boi tu,supermannn tu pelacur"
crank that

"ku tak peduli apa mereka kata, saya cinta padamu,mereka cuba tarik saya pi,tapi mereka tak tahu apa benar,jantung saya cacat kerana vena yang saya selalu tutup,kau potong saya buka dan saya terus berdarah,terus terus berdarah cinta"
bleeding love

"henti dan tengok,saya rasa saya bergerak tapi tak pi mana,ya saya tahu semua orang takut,tapi saya jadi apa saya tak boleh jadi,oh boleh kamu tengok apa saya tengok"
stop and stare

"nangis saya satu sungai"
cry me a river

"mereka cuba bawa saya ke pemulihan tapi ku kata tidak tidak tidak"
rehab

"oh tuhan saya"
oh my god

"tolong jangan hentikan muzik"
please don't stop the music

"bila matahari sinar kita sinar sama-sama,bagi hang tahu saya sini selamanya,kata saya sentiasa jadi kawan,buat janji saya akan kekal hingga habisnya,sekarang hujan lebih dari lebih,tahu bahawa kita masih ada kita,kamu boleh diri bawah payung saya,kamu boleh diri bawa payung saya, yung yung eh eh eh,bawah payung saya yung yung eh eh eh"
umbrella

"kamu atas jantung saya seperti tatu,seperti tatu,saya akan selalu cintamu"
tattoo

"saya perlu sikit tuah dari sedikit,kerana setiap kali saya sangkut kata-kata tak betul,dan setiap kali saya cuba saya terikat lidah,saya perlu sikit tuah baik untuk tolong saya kali ini"
tongue tied

"kalau kamu sedar apa yang saya sedar,kita akan jadi sempurna untuk kita dan takkan cari yang lain,sedar apa yang saya sedar,kita takkan perlu fikir kalau tertinggal pada kita kali ini"
realize

"saya takkan tulis untuk kamu lagu cinta,kerana kau mintanya,kerana kau perlukannya,kau tengok,saya takkan tulis untuk kamu lagu cinta,kerana kau bagi ku tahu jadi ke tak jadi,kalau kau ikut jalan kau,aku takkan tulis untuk kamu untuk kekal,kalau semua yang kau ada ialah berpisah,saya perlukan sebab lebih baik untuk tulis lagu cinta untuk kau hari ini"
love song

fuckin a

Friday, March 7, 2008

elections

elections tomorrow..wait....who gives a flying fuck?
sue me
maybe
i mean we know who's going to win..it'll be the Dare To Fail guy...who portrays a nicer bald head better than him?
Billy Lim or sth....you rock man...
elections bloody boring la...one party will rat bout each other

wait...not that boring la...not bad actually...you'd think each politician would try not making fun or criticise another politician...but man our Pak Lah and Anwar...back on forth saying he did this and he did that...
or he shitted in his pants when he was 5 or he wore victoria's secret juse to 'rasa" his feminine side...kinda shows our "Pemimpin's" would go to extreme lengths just to win the elections...

to me...if they're unhappy just announce la..then go fart in their face..toxic rite?i doubt you'll be charged with murder for farting in someone's face...no bodyguard can block a fart rite?

the city is at war...bring the keris and the char koey teow and the mutton pratal and the thosai and the cheongsam's and the saree's...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oNF08htoH00

and when it's nine in the afternoon
you can kiss my ass and taste my shit..yuck
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X2Aqin0M7KY

i need a beer

Sunday, March 2, 2008

klang baby

had a good weekend...went to maal's place on friday...with vennila...and of cos patrick was already there...
omg it was so fun letting them think i was angry for leaving me at the chinese shop(assholes)..of cos i was angry at first..but then it simmered down..but kept acting...they thought i was gonna burn the place down with the lighter...wow
but after that it was good there...man i was on a bed with two good looking girls..but hey guess what....it sounds hot, but it's not
fuck my life
i'm gonna kill myself after this post...wake up write another post and kill myself again...
oh...and i was given THE PEOPLE'S ELBOW by maalini...i was freakin abused by her,,,and vennila...she even came with a chopper!!!
i fear for my life

then left on sat...then went to klang on sat itself for a hockey game...PSC came down for a game agaisnt royal klang club...we won 5-2 thanks to baby Bren for the passes..but i passed too k...it's been two days and my ass is aching cos i ahven't been playing...bruises all over..pain la..
i dunno why but maal, vennila and patrick came over for the game cos they wanted to watch the game they said...but i think i know the real reason they came...to watch something else...baby

haha
then they stayed over for dinner at the club
they're officially the PSC supporters...anyways those 3 left at bout 10.30...the rest of us and the hockey guys left...well very late la..drank then bah kut teh...
anyways left the hotel next day at bout 11 sth to see cousin, mimitha....been quite a while since i saw her...oh yeah dad came along too with uncle harbans..
dad then dropped me off at the lrt station where i went to sentral from there to have lunch with vennila...kenny roger's......where she became an instant emo filled chick for that while...
which will never work because she laughs too bloody loud...more than the world does...

left round 5...got back...studied

oh yeah
thsi morning class canceled, test postponed to tomorrow and test from 2 chapters to 1
proves my point doesn't it......bloody CCB's.....

gonan study....wait i don't feel like i wanna
i wanna watch heroes
but like
fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk




just for patrick
how many licks-lil' kim

Sunday, February 24, 2008

back home

went home for the weekend...cos' after this with tests and all i dunno when i'll be going back again...kinda miss home a bit...and before i go on.....SOMEONE DITCHED ME...supposed to go back home but she ditched me....but she still came back to kl with me so i guess SHE MADE UP FOR IT.....joking....
anyways met jevan,aunty vain(hopefully correct) and megan....oh and vivien in pg..haven't seen them for sth like 2 years...went to gurney and the ebach on saturday...just spent time i guess

then came back to kl with vennila...who slept like the pig she is...ate like a pig as well..how can you say you're fat??
girls and their weight obsessvive selves...just eat la don't be shy....
when we reached i just followed her to shah alam...met uma and yiling there where we had food and all...wait before that...vennila on the bus....bloody embarassing...laughing like a mad cow...
but i forgot...it's vennila...haha

then left them round 8.30 and met heng heang and tamesh at klcc....while still having all my bags...carrying them around...after that i left round 11...seeing klcc empty for the first time...haha
then came back to the room

oh yeah i forgot..YILING was quite chatty yesterday(sunday)..reason?
love bullying me...is that even a reason?
3 girls and a guy
sounds hot...but it's not....

gotta study
lecturer not teaching properly...usual
dunno what else to say....sleepy....

word to your mother

Sunday, February 17, 2008

boring

it's bloody boring here...stupid ass place...stupid tests...why can't they put it tat the same time?
unsynchronized donkeys...they need to wear an alarm clock on their ass i'm guessing...

still
AIYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]

ajay patrick vennila maal uma yiling.............it's not freakin fair your uni's are so close to each other!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
while i'm in this stupid ass shit hole....

test and quiz tomorrow...another test on wednesday then.....

and if i'm really LUCKY..i'll have another test next week.......and he doesn't come in regularly so i won't know what's going on
fuck my life

bye to denis who's leavign later this evening....
why the fuck you leaving?
who's gonna take me out...drive me back after late nights?
tsk
i forgot i got bren

take care baby


calabria-enur feat. natasja

Friday, February 15, 2008

VALENTINE'S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it's the day after valentine's..

went out with vennila,ajay,uma,yiling,maalini and patrick yesterday...7 stuffed in a car before that...before that...I HAD TO WAIT AN HOUR AND A HALF for them to come get me...like....the hell?????i finished a lab report waiting for them...
maalini HAD to show her new laptop aso...SHOW OFF!!!!!
anyways...luckily i'm big so i got to sit in front...5 of them in the backseat while ajay driving...
then there was lots of shouting and screaming...

then at one point...i mean i was joking the whole time...but was shouting at them aso la...but i think i went outta control a bit..shouted at vennila...and...well it wasn't nice...and...she GOT REAL SAD...and teared..i mean...omg i don't make girls cry!!!!!!
anyways..she was angry..i think...and..omg laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa......

I'M SO FREAKIN SORRY VENNILA!!!!!!!!!!!
promise to shut up...for....ever....
stupid me.

so we missed many turns...and ended up going to the curve...short while...had kenny roger's...Singleton's meeting somehow couldn't get started..but Yiling's the president...i think that's it so far...next meeting soon hopefully...oh yeah....welcome Maal and Patrick to the Singleton's...oh but Maal's on probation...don'tworry la...HOPEFULLY she'll pass it...haha

anyways left round 10...took the lrt with maal and patrick as they were gonna PARTY at the HERITAGE ROW...not fair...reached back hostel round 11...studied a bit...omg la too muchs tudying la..it's so stressful..like..i have only one class on friday and it's from 3-5!!!!!!!
do they have a problem with time management???????stupid....tests at night!!!!!!and in the evening!!!!!!!like....OMFG.....ring their necks....

i miss home again....a lot..really....i eman..it's only been a week but Penang it's been 2!!!!!!!
miss whole family too...not shy to admit it k......and there's not likely to be a long 1 week or 2 week holiday anymore....so i'm just hoping for a long weekend holiday...hopefully going back next weekend...god i miss home!!!!!!!!!!!!

and sorry vennila....really sorry k...didn't mean it

gotta study more now...haih

bye


bkab speechless-ethan stoller

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

shit

stupid tests...stupid quizzes....who gives latihan without answers???

real mapelek's i tell you...not enough sleep...really really not enough sleep....eyes gonna close and it's freakin 2.30 in the afternoon!!!!!!
shite

and i miss home
a lot
the food
fat sis
bro
mom
dad
PS

baby brendan i miss the most....

still



shitttttttttttttttttt
it's valentine's tomorrow
no date
gay party in my room


stop and stare-one republic

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

ipoh mali

it's 3 in the morning...can't sleep...or actually forcing myself not to sleep...mainly because i'm goign to ipoh for Chinese New Year tomorrow...and won't be back in penang till god knows when...and i miss everyone here...Denis is leaving on the 18th...Obi just left earlier today...or yesterday..the 5th...Philip my baby is leaving on the 11th...all to Aussie....i'm just gonna roll over and die...like the dog i am.......shit la...don't go overseas u assholes...only go if i go la...bloody fools....

anyways saw brendan then..wait actually saw vennila first..she came over...sleeping like a pig....i don't need to exaggerate more...then she went for lunch with dunno who....
oh yeah today was my grandfather's death anniversary...never met him but....respect right???
so thats why didn't join them for lunch...however after that still met her...and maalini(smelly fart)..and we went to pick bren up after that...wen to mcd at sunrise tower..wasting time there...then went back to my place...where venn the pig continued sleeping...she sleeps like a log...don't even think bout trying to wake her up...
well they left after that and wont see them again till god knows when......saw brendan later at the club...where we had a few drinks....

later we went to netcity to see the others...joel,philip,jiewy,boon hoe,mike.....tamesh too...played a bit...then when over to denis's house.....had a short chat with him with bren and joel....aiyoo why u all leaving laaaa....last time i saw him then...damn...
bren then dropped me off home...said bye...id see him in a few weeks time...hopefully time passes fast to then...but slows when we're together....haih

oh yeah...i got a haircut (no more guy sebastian for me)...and it's time to get the ladies baby
RUM JUNGLE...mother what?????!!!!!!!!!!!

that's all...
just that never expected for all of us to start leaving penang....i doubt anyone expected it....i still remember the primary school days....
damn i need to start crying.....tear glends dry dee...please come back soon guys....

bye babies
love u all

word to your mother


long road to ruin-foo fighters

Friday, February 1, 2008

finally back

i'm finally back home...after 5 straight weeks of class...learning subjects where they use words like "hadarah" and all..listening to the lecturer pronouncing the words in these stupid ways...which makes you actually not angry..but want to sleep..i dont sleep in the day..but wow take you dumb ass sir i love afternoon naps now...

dungu

we do stupid subjects like tamadun islam..and for what?
no offence but they talk bout it like if there wasn't islam...men wouldn exist(meaning generally humans,dont get all pissed ladies).....they say there's only one god and that is Allah...
what bout the other religions?
they believe the same thing...isnt it really....contradicting???

if they had someone like me in each religion....we would've seen bloodshed...

anyways...enough of racism(sue me bitches)..vanessa's farewell was today (TAKE CARE GIRLLLFRRRIIIEENNNNNDDD!!!!!)..so went to bren's house for dinner and all...just normal i guess..oh yes...saw my boss after a long time(HANA!!!!WOOOO!!!!)........
i still didn't get paid..

tomorrow to ipoh...hockey game against dunno who...then abck on sunday..then ipoh again on wed till i go abck to kl...and tests right after that...shit
stupid i know they dont celebrate cny but so?lets study on hari raya..its so motivating for me...

please sue me actually...baju biru
babi



baby come on - +44

Saturday, January 19, 2008

mother what...mother who...

remember those sickening romantic songs bout love ..true love..and how their lover will do tomorrow morning?and u still love them?
then check this band out..THE DAN BAND...they have their own rendition of total eclipse of the heart....especially sung in the movie OLD SCHOOL (perverts out there you know that movie)

they've sung a lot of renditions...like alanis morisettes you oughta know...lady but..i dunno who...
just check them out....you'll have fun listening to them...laughing your ass off...

mother what mother who

the hand that feeds-nine inch nails

Sunday, January 13, 2008

sunday at pyramid

omgggggggggg
yesterday..sunday...was even better than sunday????!!!!

saw ajay for the first time in kl..met vennila again...and now finally officially met maalini and patrick...and they arrived 4 hours late!!!!!!!!!!!!patrick and maalini that is..i mean...who arrives four hours late???
daddy ajay was easily pissed...he always seems to be nowadays...much worse than me!!!!
that's good isn't it?

vennila tore her slippers....hoping that asomeone cute(preferred a guy) would come along and sweep her off her feet..literally...to throw her into the car...

finally when pat and maal came we went to sunway pyramid...not bad for ajay that he already knows his way around kl despite only being here for only 3 weeks...
but i gotta say..sunway pyramid..is not bad...mayeb slightly bigger with the new wing..but it's so effing confusing!!!!
signs as bad as the old kampung road signs...

saw rendition after that...jake gyllenhall and reese witherspoon..was ok...shit everything seems to be only ok to me nowadays..shit....

came back late after that...
man i'm gonan stop this shit cos nothing i say makes sense....god damn

oh and we were all VERY RACISTS despite the ppl we were talking about were around us...tsk tsk...
PENANGITES

read my mind-the killers

Thursday, January 10, 2008

soundtracks for the day

songs addicted to today-----one call away-chingy
ordinary people-john legend

game plan

saw the game plan today....OMG DWAYNE "THE ROCK" JOHNSON never looked...how should i put it...HOTTER???????
haha..so much muscles like going to burst...

saw the movie with vennila and her frien uma...vimal (maha as the others know) was there too...didn't know he was coming till i saw him....oops

anyways it was good....oh yeah yi ling was the other one?
sorry if i missed spelt or anything...

it was good seeing them as i haven't seen them for such a long time...but it got boring..there was nothing to do!!!!!!
especially...since some ppl....had sth going on....tsk tsk..

hungry now...so fast...shit
bye

lasal.....pfftttt

omg..i forgot bout you lasal fools....pffttt...trying to put us down now?
like..come on..everytime we play u...we dont have a full team...we're always lack of players...count yourselves lucky we didn't embarress you guys like in from 5...we barely played then and still beat your butts around...

you always play us when we're short on hand....and your training?
well don't waste your time doing that and study instead..cos' guys...you still play your slack ass game...

you guys call us penauts?
man....the last tiem i checked..you guys had smaller....'things' in your lower regions...at least call us like durians or sth...i won't go racists so don't cry k...oh and one more thing...PLEASE DONT DIVE WHEN YOU PLAY FOOTBALL....it's a gentleman's game...not a pussy's game...unless youre a pussy...you're not CRISTIANO RONALDO neither FRANCIS JEFFERS...wait..i bet you fools don't even know who FRANCIS JEFFERS is....who am i kidding?

we'll just see you next year....
gay punks

Sunday, January 6, 2008

woo

oh yeah
algebra's a killer...dead
digital electronics..confusing

i'm confusing too so i guess it's all good
woo
have you heard mika's song HAPPY ENDING?
doesn't it jsut bring tears to your eyes?
happy ending..but the whole songs full of emo-ness????

ahh who care's la

uni's great...NOT
boring..saw ah che and ah wen yesterday...wen came down for her BFF's wedding...one wedding after another i tell you...didn't know it was wedding season...

and saw enchanted on friday...to me..it was jsut ok..after all the hype..and all the trailers...well the movie was just ok to me...not up to expectations...maybe cos' watched one too many trailers..haha...

man u won again...but didn't see the game..too late and had to get back to uni...had uni especially cos i cant watch football!!!!!!!!hopefully wont miss man u's game against lyon...champions league...haih

anyways..hungry now...bye

oh...

take you there-sean kingston

Wednesday, January 2, 2008

back in uni..tsk

back in uni for a day..and already i miss home...
i feel that i didn't spend enough time at home.Mom knows it's true. Sorry Ma.
it's just that i was feeling that if i didn't go out, i wouldn't go out at all when i came back to uni...but guess i was jsut beign ignorant, stupid, and loving BREN too much!!!!!!
woo

anyways...it's only been a day and the pressure's already there...saw a few of my other uni mates already doing some work...although their lecturer started and mine didn't...it's still scary isn't it?

class bout to start...but i don't wanna go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

miss home

and new year's

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

OST

and i forgot
the official soundtrack of the year...again
Low-Flo Rida feat. T-Pain

have you ever heard someone hum so much at the start of a song?
and talks bout apple bottom jeans?

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2008's finally here after much anticipation!!!....woo
sorry 2007 but we've gotta leave you...you gave us lots of memories...ups and downs..lefts and rights...

i think to a lot of ppl (especially the ones born in 1989..including me) the year 2007 was the most memorable..as we all have come of legal age...we're now able to smoke,drink(but not clubs) and f*** without getting arrested..????
haha...to a lot of people...sweet 16 parties turned into sweet 18 parties...
needless tos ay...it was jsut fantastic...simple as that

anyways...on new year's eve...yesterday..there were countdown parties everywhere!!!!
all through Upper Penang Road...down to Esplanade..back up to Gurney Drive...so i guess wherever anyone was...it was good...

Brendan,Reagen,Denis,Mike and I went to glo to celebrate..god it was good...we started off late after some fools who were supposed to come BACKED OUT...started drinks at 11 and then the dancing..and then.....the countdown came...actually...the countdown wasn't much...but the dancing..and the partying was a lot..dancing on that small little round table glo call a dance floor was itself a challenge when you're half drunk....lots of grinding....boy and girl...boy on boy and of cos girl on girl...Reagen was up to his drinks that night......ULTIMATE PROM KING maaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

after that everyone was hungry and headed to Jamal's..Bren hounding the aneh with his roti bom...everyone having roti or maggi....after that the rest of them headed to the beach while i had to go home....mom was "making a fuss"
Ma..it's new year's laaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!

pretty glad that i spent it outside this eyar..of cos family's first..but this once in a while thing was really good...really enjoyed....thanks to my baby Reagen for taking me..woo
Bren...well you know i always love u...more than any girl...wooo
Denis and Mike...favourite Chinks?i mean nigga's of cos.....woo

wel....it's all over now...2nd semester of uni starting...damn...i don't wanna go back there..its crappy there..i mean...it's just sad being there...especially when there's no family...think i didn't spend much time at home this time...but...i dunno...everytime iw as home...noone else was..when i was out..everyone else was...maybe i'm spending too much time out...
well hopefully this year will just get better and improve compared to last year's..hopefully
ooh it's 9 sth and fireworks starting again...DAMN I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK TO UNI!!!!!!!!

oh..and the girls at glo were shining...you know who you ladies are....

dunno when i'll post again...stupid ass uni connection...
take care all you guys..study hard...TRY to keep to your enw year's resolutions....TRY...

HAPPY NEW YEAR AGAIN TO EVERYONE
l0ve u even if i dont know you