tsk tsk....NEW YEAR'S HERE...almost

leaving for kl tomorrow...back to uni...and already i feel so BERAT HATI....haven't even packed my bags yet...10 hours till the bus leaves...tsk...though i'll be back on new year's eve...it's just saddening i guess leaving home at any point of time...

i'll be back for new year's eve...flight with AH CHE....togeder-geder go party(woo)...
though i still have no plans for new year's eve...hopefully i will celebrate i...but please not at home...even parents will be partying it up at the sports club...maybe i'll follow brendan...if not...screwed? fo sho

i don't wanna go back to the god forsaken place i call uni....the longer i stay there...erm...i'll forget how to speak English?haha...

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still not gonna pack bags...ooh ooh
Man U's playing...Ronaldo scored again...header...top scorer baby..and who'stop of the table????
can i get a MANCHESTER UNITED?????
(woo)


well..i'll go continue watchign the match..guess the next time i'll blog will be on New Year's Day..
if i don't
HAPPY NEW YEAR
MAKE YOUR RESOLUTIONS
BREAK THEM

dilemma

doesn't it hurt when you like/love someone so much...but the person doesn't like/love you back?
and you just feel like killing them?
you're not alone baby
you've met your ultimate loser yeah...come on now don't be shy
i bet you've wanted to rip your LOVE'S face rite?
well don't be shy...GO KILL THEM

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i'm just joking..it's not nice...can't help it i guess if they don't care how much you care for them,,and if they're that blind...or it you're no Patrick Dempsey
(sorry boss...just a tid bit emotional)

anyways...Nicole Thum's birthday party today (real birthday on 3rd Jan)
anyways HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE
you do rock my socks off..in your dreams...hope you suka the teddy bear i got you...won in Pesta k...HIGH QUALITY....
party was good...but the when the cake came....she blew out the candles....usual..happy birthday to you,you were born in the zoo....
as we were eating the cake though.....SOME FOOL (let's call her Miss JK)...just didn't have brains i guess
running around like a mad cow...throwing cake at people...and of all people..i got it...and i didn't even kacau her or touch her...but..i got white cake all over me...i dunno...i just wanted to kill this Miss JK....
that's the one i was referring to earlier...well the only people who read this will obviously get the idea

dunno what else to say actually
OOH OOH
theme of the year for the HINDRAF MOBIL.....
LOW by FLO RIDA feat. T-PAIN
shout out to obi and bren....you know that's the shit
MMM MMM MMM MMM MMM
shawty got low low low low low....
how can you have a better song than that?

saw AVP 2 today...lousy...the first one wasn't all that good..but better than this...to expected you could say...go watch ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS...better

that's all i guess
till next time
HINDRAF MOTHER F******

i want to kill myself

a friend of mine wrote this on her blog
"Hatred and anger will not bring us any further.
Hating someone is harder than letting go, really.
Hating someone and getting mad at someone will only make ourself sad.
What's the point to hate when the person you're hating doesn't give a fuck about it?"
-erin-

the thing is....yes....why be angry?if you are..go for anger management courses...but...does anyone listen?
does anyone care?
NO
as simple as that...no....noones gonna listen...noones gonna care...unless maybe you could kill them....

recently something happened very close to me....concerning anger...and an argument leaded to soemthing else and bla bla bla....alalllalaalalal.......things got worse
what does anger acheive?NOTHING
but why do people still express it...why don't the convert it into something else..and kill someone instead..i mean play well in sports instead?
or maybe study harder?
or shit more and harder?
or if you want to "sell your body"...fuck harder?

my mom always told me..."be whatever you want to be...just make sure that you're the best at what you are"
simple as that
and still donkeys are running around killing people
and i dunno what else
i'm going off topic
PUNDEK

violent blog today boss...

BENAZHIR BUTTO was killed in a suicide bomb earlier today
sad....suicide bomber

i think these donkeys have maybe girlfriend problems...and decide that...hey....i hate my life...and while i kill myself...why don't i go kill someone important?
like i said....DONKEYS

that reminds me..bout the anger thing...the ones that's really close to heart..i hope one of them reads this...jsut that...IT KILLS MY EVERY MINUTE THINKING BOUT IT..COS I THINK BOUT IT EVERY SINGLE GOD DAMN SECOND
and you guys can do somehting
please work something out

damn it's late
merry belated christmas
and HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
2008's here..soon....woohoo
make it better baby

shoutout to erin
man.....my muslim friend
love u baby

Christmas Eve??

IT'S CHRISTMAS EVE!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i'm stuck at home...waiting for MC'D to arrive...well since i don't OFFICIALLY celebrate it...i wont't right?
but the spirit of it...oh so cool...really wish could really spend it...crazily....used to spend it at Bren's place...now that was good...but it was a long time ago....

anyways..it was my baby BRENDAN's surprise birthday party yesterday..surprise meaning the fool didn't know bout it...asking us(his loveable friends) to go play Playstation when we were actualy waiting for him somewhere else...never thought we would get him...but hey thanks to AUNTY SAL we did...
it started of slow...like..i guess everyone was shy..or had something in their throat...as the parents left though....the dance moves started..man was our ULTIMATE PROM KING shaking what his momma gave him...

anyways more and more people started dancing...KESHURE with his GOD KNOWS WHAT SHUFFLING...or floor scraping..then there was V square (VANESA K and VANESSA R) burning the dance floor...especially Vanessa R...i mean....i thought her head was gonna fall off...no offence but Vanessa..your hair was all over the place...

for myself...have you ever seen lard dancing?? well then you should have seen me dance..for the first time i felt like i was moving...but then....i think i was scaring the people away instead..whoops...MY BAD....but it was good i guess..i mean....when will i ever dance again???..haha...so APPRECIATE IT!!

party then ended at 1 sth....girls went home...guys went out for drinks...mamak...or sth DENIS and REAGEN were excited bout..SUNDAY NIGHT BOYS...let's just say it made me want to wear metal underwear...they left...
mom came to pick me up...and i guess it ended there..nothing more nothing less

coming back to today...it's CHRISTMAS EVE and i'm at home...doing nothing...MC'Ds not here yet!!! and i haven't eaten today so please understand...spicy mcdeluxe...mmmmmmmmmmmm

laters then
MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

don't kill yourself

shit....

oh..i forgot....I AM LEGEND was so damn good...i mean..of cos WILL SMITH was so hot...(slurp!)..he and all those chin ups...wowwwweeeeee......
OOH and saw it twice....really good....
you should go watch it....dad's being pain as usual so i gotta go

i am legend

wow..it's been more than 2 months since i've blogged..sorry but...it seemed a lil' boring to me....SORRY TO ALL BLOGGERS...COME KILL ME IF YOU WANT

anyways...quick recape of what went through the passs 2 over months...exams..especially that..went ok i guess...wont mention cos' someone(JACKY) will start freaking out and whacking me with her tennis racquet....DEEPAVALI of course..nothing much actually..
OH YA...AH WEN'S wedding....wow...she didn't look like herself at all...and i mean it..ah wen..if you see this....i'll kill myself for this...but you reallly looked beautiful those few days...minus the chicken wings...haha
and to WEE LIK...WELCOME TO THE FAMILY....it's a scary one...

i dunno what else to say i guess...BREN'S back...everyone's back...leaving in a week....tsk.....
and can't wait for chinese new year?
sorry but i suck at blogging....

angry???
erm....go tell the HINDRAF leaders....
and

oh yeah
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRENDAN...my baby
i love you more than the stars will ever will
i'm sickly gay

bye gays

i'm 18

WOOOOWWWOOOWWWEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M AN 18 YEAR OLD BUFFALO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

supposed to be something grand right?
well i spent it doing assignment......ASSIGNMENT....man....i feel like crying...tsk tsk...

dad gave some money to spend...to go out..thing is...i've had enough of going out alone...so i wouldn't wanna do the same thing for my birthday........so i did somthing USEFUL(for once)...i did my work.,...damn it's getting tough here.....workloads coming....classes cramming....all because of raya....
BALIK KAMPUUUUUUUUUUUNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH OH OH BALIK KAMPUUUUUUUUNNNNNGNGGNGNGNGNGG!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok ok enough....

well...i'm 18...i feel fatter,slower, totally not stronger.....and shit more

oh yeah i feel much younger than i should be


i'm 18....whee...but how oh i feel slower

MY SECOND POST!!!!!

my second post.....2 in a week...not bad i guess..better than nothing...but i've got a test tomorrow...geometry & trigonometry....the test is more to the trigonometry part...sin kos tan and all that nonsense...hate it..but i've got no choice but to do it...

sometime's...when i think bout what i'm studying and all...i ask myself if i'm doing the right thing..i've always wanted to do something that involves A LOT of talking...maybe somthing on radio....but when i told mom bout MASS COMM...she said it wouldn't really be worth it doing that a whole lot of ppl are doing that nowadays....well....ends my story of wanting to be the next Phat Fabes...hahahha...though i wouldn't mind doing it in the future...

and well...back to studying soon...I SHOULDN'T BE ON9..hahah

oh yeah...i still remember the times when i would do last minute studying when a school monthly test would come...and that's like once in 3 months...but here...in our WONDERFUL LOCAL UNIVERSITIES....i get it almost once a week...it can get scary as some of the subjects are what we have learned in form 4 & 5....but now it's all cramped into 6 months...it's good they have these tests...keep us on ur toes...but still...SCARY....no time to "lepak"....although it's KL...
to think of it...i don't mind the tests...but it's the timing of it...some of the lecturers here (no names) keep postponing tests till they all jumble up together..making it 3-4 tests a week...i mean....THERE IS NO TIME....no time to revise with the assignments and the this and that and this and that yada yada yada........maybe a slap will do for them to wake them up...
the lecturers even prepare the tests to be taken on SUNDAYS..wtf??????
it's bad enough we have tests on saturday...but sunday?????
those cuckoo faces....

to be honest...there isn't much freedom in local universities...it's exactly the same like in school...secondary or primary...

anyways....MY BIRTHDAY'S COMING SOON!!!!!!two days to be exact...but i won't be home to spend it...tsk tsk.....so sadddddd..........not much presents...hahah

that's it for me....bye fools

i've got a blog.....wheeeee!!!!!....rite....

well......i've started a blog now...since it's the hip think to do now...
anyways...been cramped with tests almost every week....since the "UNI PEOPLE" keep delaying the tests...and it's virtually all of form 4 and form 5 all within 5 months.........

main thing i guess is that i'm missing home...missing all the shouting from mom forcing me to study...well guess there'll come a time for everyone to be independant...just that mine's come sooner than expected...

anyway......nuff bout the sadness.....MAN U kicked CHELSEA'S ass last night...thru a tevez header and a saha penalty...heard controversy bout the penalty....but who care's????!!!!!MAN U still came out on top...yeah yeah MOURINHO left and CHELSEA'S got a terrosist looking Israelian as their manager........Drogba crying....but TEVEZ baby...at last he's scored...for real...real confidence boost....hahaha

CHELSEA SUCK.....easier said than done.....

well since this is my first blog....i might as well summerize what happened last week:
was fed up of the uni food...so i kept going to KLCC(but no money)....forgot iw as in KL and that everything here is much more expensive than home sweet home Penang...i feel my wallet getting lighter.......

oh oh and i watched hairspray the week before....it was not bad....could hear all the girls going "OMG!!!!He's so HAAWWWTTT!!!" when Zac Efron mad his entrance in the movie...like...wtf???
there was more salivating done by the girls instead of movie watching....
GIRL'S nowadays...tsk tsk...

that's it from me...kiss ass baby