going to Ipoh this weekend for a cousin's wedding, even though i don't know who she is.

or he.

oops.

but it's bout time i meet up with my relatives from my dad's side. never really got to know them.

anyways, fuckin bored while waiting for the next class.

and i seriously don't know what to say.

oh oh.

those were the first few lines to Naive by The Kooks.

if you're reading this, it explains all.

need to be back in Penang.

arms are achin.

ass is lazy.

hockey is waiting.

Beaches.

was back in Penang for the weekend. supposed to meet up with a friend who's elaving for India soon but the meeting only lasted a wink.

anyways, planned to hang at the beach as i haven't been there in a long long time.

basically i miss it cos the rough sand somehow manages to make my feet smoother. taking of all those dead skin cells. mmhmmmm.

you don't need no stupid skin eating fishes where you pay bout Rm 30 or more for them to tickle you.

you may turn into a fish.

anyways the reason i didn't make it to the beach was cos some friends wanted to go somewhere closer so we went to Coffee Bean at Belissa Row instead.

fuck it.

i wanted the fucking beach.

and maybe fuck on it.

maybe through the fucking sand.

anyways at night i was supposed to meet up with Vanesa at sunset or somewhere there. and instead i had to pick my sister up from her friend's birthday party. fine that's okay cos since i'm pass being a son i'm now the driver. then my mom calls and says taht i ahve to send her friend's part-time maid home.

bad enough that i had to do that, i couldn't find the place they were at.

lost in Penang. chicken shit.

when i finally reach the place and call my mom, i see her and her friends calmly, happily driving away heading to the Sports Club for drinks and dancing.

My own mother abandoned me.

so it was a pretty uneventful weekend.

fuck my life.

Sham's leaving soon.

go away.