bloody ankle

my ankle's still swollen
i thought it'd be better by now but it's still the same
and still hurts

now i realized the top of my foot is slightly swollen too
how did i not realize?
either i'm blind
or i've got elepahntiasis

shit

i don't care-fallout boy
spirits in the sky-norman greenbaum

swollen ankle

imagine yourself, jogging, running, feeling fitter than ever, or at least fitter in the last few months.
you're feeling like you could run for years.

and then, you go on uneven ground, slip and sprain your ankle, hear two crunches.

that happened.
bloody irritating.trying to get ready for hockey in november, and this happens, and i was feeling like...damn syok
now it looks like there's a tennis ball on my ankle
on damnly oversized one.

and i look like a fool when i walk.
even when it recovers, it'll take some time before i can run around again = shite.

and i think i can't eat a lot anymore, unless i remove a rib.
serious.

theres this spot at one of my ribs, which is like food sensitive.
it'll be painful when ie at too much.
we'll i didn't eat the whole day. only had a lot during dinner.
suddenly, i felt like meletuping.

still pain after 3 hours

and my ankle's pissing me off.

mutton pratal

AIR ASIA seriously need to have better timing and services.
I know i know they're a budget airline, but seriously, it took half an hour for the bags to arrive at the bag pickup point from the airplane, which is freakin' 200metres away, and they use cars, not kereta lembu.

just came back to KL today, with uncle Siva now. I miss home already.

Can't wait for Deepavali. 3 weeks.

Mutton pratal, fireworks, and driving.
and eating.

bad boys

the song seriously brings back memories

a lil bit

xoxo

was listening through some old songs
came across stone sour-through glass

love it
i mean

"i'm looking at you through the glass
dont know how much time has passed
oh god it feels like forever
but noone ever tells you that foreve feels like home
sitting all alone inside your head"

thinking bout it

how long is forever?
is it till you've found what you've been looking for?
till you've found that present you've always wanted for Christmas?
to finally go on a date with that hot brunette accross campus?
when you buy that CD that you've been craving for?
when you eat them Big Apple doughnuts?
to finally make a mistake and regret it for the rest of your life?
to finally "pop the question"?
to finally pop open that bottle of JD?

i wouldn't know
but i know it's different for every single person
to me i haven't discovered waht forever means.or it's time length
cos' to me it has a time length.seriously

ah i'm bullshitting
or am i not?

all i know is we need some love
I need John Lennon's Peace Group
to know that we are the walrus
and that strawberry fields are forever
then we'll imagine
before we end up in Helter Skelter

feed your dogs

i seriously would like to explain
scold
get angry at
and say
so much on this blog
but it would be really stupid

is it only me that i feel like,i have all this sadness,anger at myself all in this compartment in me?
i would seriously like to throw it out,even if it includes killing me.

is being too nice a sin??

and i don't think i'll be doing well this semester.
i see others JPA scholars or not, busting their asses studying,completing assignments,with finals coming up
and look at me
i'm on9
fucking around,without the fucking
wasting petrol
being a chauffeuring around.

but a lot of what i do, in my eyes is to help
but
does it pay to be nice?
i would say i dont know, but i do know
it does
it pays like a motherfucker(WHOOO)

alamak i just realized everything ive said
has no connection

but hey, youre reading this motherfucker

so that makes u a motherfucker
and your dad(cos' it's true)

whatever you like baby

geram
we all remember the term BURUK SIKU don't we?
hate it when someone lends you something, and when they need it back,
no matter how you gotta give it back to them
and that same person gets mad at you when you're trying to save MONEY by not travelling too far?
i'm bloody broke la.walking pass the McDonalds outlet kills me everyitme k.
KFC worse, cos' it's god damn finger lickin good (not FINGERING Venn).

anyways
BIG APPLE'S opened near my place!!!!!!!
now i don't have to go all the way to Mid Valley to get some of those chocolate oozing lovely mmhmmmm donoughts.....yumm
i always squish it extra hard to see the chocolate ooze out...then i drink it up
yeah

T-A-S-T-Y

anyways check out whatever you like by T.I.
i mean the songs real ghetto and all
but check out the lyrics

And we can pop bottles all night
Baby you can have whatever you like
Late night sex, so wet, so tight
Gas up the jet for you tonight
And baby you can go wherever you like

LATE BLOODY WET TIGHT SEX LAAAAA

Shawty, you the hottest
Love the way you drop it
Brain so good, coulda swore you went to college

now he just made fun of the female race.
"coulda swore you went to college"?
our malaysian aunties would beat the shit outta him for that
just that
then they would pop bottles with him

i'm going back to PENANG soon!!!!!
AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CAN'T WAITTTTTT
only bout a month but OMFG it feels longer than that

i seriously miss my MOM

but hey I LOVE HER

and of cos' my dad and the rest of the family

i think i'm turning soft


















whatever you like-T.I.

tomorrow

I've been down and I'm wondering why
These little black clouds Keep walking around with me
It wastes time And I'd rather be high
Think I'll walk me outside And buy a rainbow smile
But be free, They're all free

So maybe tomorrow, I'll find my way home

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i'd like some people to know
if those lazy eyes of theirs ever come across my sad blog
that money does not grow on trees,
or come out of my ass

so please make earlier decisions so that others don't get into trouble or waste their money
and time

maybe tomorrow-stereophonics