Beaches.

was back in Penang for the weekend. supposed to meet up with a friend who's elaving for India soon but the meeting only lasted a wink.

anyways, planned to hang at the beach as i haven't been there in a long long time.

basically i miss it cos the rough sand somehow manages to make my feet smoother. taking of all those dead skin cells. mmhmmmm.

you don't need no stupid skin eating fishes where you pay bout Rm 30 or more for them to tickle you.

you may turn into a fish.

anyways the reason i didn't make it to the beach was cos some friends wanted to go somewhere closer so we went to Coffee Bean at Belissa Row instead.

fuck it.

i wanted the fucking beach.

and maybe fuck on it.

maybe through the fucking sand.

anyways at night i was supposed to meet up with Vanesa at sunset or somewhere there. and instead i had to pick my sister up from her friend's birthday party. fine that's okay cos since i'm pass being a son i'm now the driver. then my mom calls and says taht i ahve to send her friend's part-time maid home.

bad enough that i had to do that, i couldn't find the place they were at.

lost in Penang. chicken shit.

when i finally reach the place and call my mom, i see her and her friends calmly, happily driving away heading to the Sports Club for drinks and dancing.

My own mother abandoned me.

so it was a pretty uneventful weekend.

fuck my life.

Sham's leaving soon.

go away.

sleep sleep sleep

back home this weekend.
haven't told parents that i plan to go back on monday instead of tomorrow(sunday).

i relaly love being home.

but dad's shouting this morning was a real pain.
people trying to sleep la oi!!!

so my plan to sleep at least 8 hours was fucked.
thanks Pa.
sleep blocker.
it's like, when he wakes up, he envies people who're sleeping, and decides to wake them up too.
the best thing is, i'm the one who woke him up.
dumb me?

besides the lack of sleep, saw soulmen with maal, siva and jiewy today.
thought it was just okay.
with the amount of censoring in it, bernie mac and samuel l. jackson were speaking in a totally different language, Tagalog or something close to it.
after all the censoring the movie lasted just under an hour and a half.

next time, over government should decide.
if you want to rate movies above 18, don't censor.
if you don't want to, censor.

seriously, are we that stupid to not realise that everytime they censor the sentence "i'm gonna kill you mother******!!!" the words in asterix mean FUCKER?

this people in charge in censorship, whatever shit acronym you guys have for your ciplak department, bukalah mata sikit.
jangan jadi katak di bawah tempurung.
doing this will not help solve your people.
meaning our kind.
i can't get sued for that bitches.

gonna get abck to the Man U game.
Sunderland jsut equalised.
shit
Berbatov's been playing, like he doesn't wanna play.
idiota.

black heart inertia-incubus
turn my swag on-soulja boy

ooh

had a funny dream, or sad one last night.
since i had lots of hours to dream.

dreamt that my family suddenly owned a computer shop.
and while i was using the computer, and ex called. and asked me out for dinner with her mom.
i know it sounds really weird.

the sad thing was in the dream i really did miss her.
honestly i do. a bit. but it's more of me missing having someone to love and care.

anyways i forgot what happened.
i guess we had lunch and i went back to the computer.

btw, i'm too lazy to study.
and i need a car in KL.

fuckmylife

this town-oar

ELECTRIFYIN!!!!

I got chills.
They're multiplyin'.
And I'm losin' control.
'Cause the power
you're supplyin',
it's electrifyin'!

sorry. got bored.
started watching clips from the movie Grease.
awesome

IT'S ELECTRIFYING!

can't wait for tomorrow's test to be over.
real tired..been having tests every week.

can't wait to meet up with Maal, Ajay, Joel, Philip and hopefully Vanesa too this weekend.
skipping my hockey game for this so make it count people!!!!

btw.
ciggarettes and alcohol.
best combination i've ever seen.

all i see-kylie minoque feat. Mims
starstruck-Lady Gaga feat. Flo-Rida

Happy Belated Valentine's.

been a bit upset these few days.
especially when you have an assignment and test where the lecturer has only come into class once in a possible, 10 times?
explains much bout the uni eh?
had carl's junior with ah che yesterday.
thanks che for dinner, always eveery week.

i should've gone home for Valentine's.
spend it with Mom 'cos i know she was alone.
so stupid of me.
'cos instead i got sad and maybe, jsut maybe disrupted the mood of others.
so to Maal, Siva, Lian Geng, Vennila, Ajay plus Lalitha and all her friends, Sorry if i did disrupt the mood.

i'm too tired for tests.

check out these songs

beautiful-akon feat. Colby O'Donis & kardinall offishall
everybody knows-john legend
kiss me through the phone-soulja boy feat. swift
part of me-chris cornell

tonight,

the world needs a fucking hero.

THAIPUSAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thaipusam was awesome!!!!!
especially since it was only me dancing.
where the hell were you la Brendan??? i needed a dancing partner.

anyways went out on Saturday to jsut look around with parents and Dharm.
then went to the Hilltop temple at bout 7 in the morning.
i never knew there could be a jam going up there. if the line was moving slowly maybe. but not dead still!
and as usual some morons were pushing through. just couldn't wait.
like HELLO you'll still have to wait for the others. but well, typical Malaysian attitude maybe?
anyways after that we went to Uncle Mohan's panthal. served Briyani rice with curry to the people around there (i miss the rice already!!!). after that walked back home.
then Maal called.

and walked out again. met Roshini and her cousin(Doctor),haha in the Sports Club.
but she had to go back.
so went back to the Sports Club, and left again with Siva, Lian Geng, Maal and Siva's cousins.
only remember Rubhini, Govind and his sister Dipa.
it was fun, dancing alone.
and i supposedly lost my self-image.or tarnished it.
something like that la. haha.
then followed Siva back.
thing was, we got stuck in the jam and i walked home from the Hospital (GH) back home.
25 mins may seem short but walking at full speed, tiring!!!!

then out again at nite with Maal and Lalitha.
and it was awesome!!!!
my 6 mins of dancing was short, but syok weiii!!!!
met Varun at the Xaverian panthal.
couldn't stay too long but i totally wish i did!!!!

next year. going earlier, staying later.

anyways, BYE ATRIAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
have fun there k?
take care k?????
remember usssssss!!!!!!