Dear Diary????

passing of a GREAT

2009-08-30T14:38:00.000-07:00

been back home for the long weekend. it's passed too fast. saw Up again with Maal, although she actually wanted to watch The Orphan but they weren't showing it in Gurney.

then today, or well Sunday, Maal, Venn, venn's friend Sanjif and I went to e-gate, where Vennila again raised the alarm in Oldtown.

it rained the whole weekend, cold like fuck. but it's always good to be home.

anyways found out that DJ AM (Adam Goldstein) passed on on Friday night, a sad passing as he was among those who made great music mixes, especially together with Travis Barker of Blink 182.
it's a sad passing to the world. would they stop leaving? it's saddening.

this is waht Adam Goldstein wrote on his twitter page, his last tweet :-
"New york, new york. Big city of dreams, but everything in new york aint always what it seems."

peace

2009-08-18T02:09:00.000-07:00

hypocrital.
all i can say today.

anyways, i need a beer.
buy me one.

MTV World Stage Live in Malaysia was awesome.
most of you weren't there.
boo boo.

2009-07-30T20:01:00.000-07:00

going to Ipoh this weekend for a cousin's wedding, even though i don't know who she is.

or he.

oops.

but it's bout time i meet up with my relatives from my dad's side. never really got to know them.

anyways, fuckin bored while waiting for the next class.

and i seriously don't know what to say.

oh oh.

those were the first few lines to Naive by The Kooks.

if you're reading this, it explains all.

need to be back in Penang.

arms are achin.

ass is lazy.

hockey is waiting.

Beaches.

2009-07-26T23:27:00.000-07:00

was back in Penang for the weekend. supposed to meet up with a friend who's elaving for India soon but the meeting only lasted a wink.

anyways, planned to hang at the beach as i haven't been there in a long long time.

basically i miss it cos the rough sand somehow manages to make my feet smoother. taking of all those dead skin cells. mmhmmmm.

you don't need no stupid skin eating fishes where you pay bout Rm 30 or more for them to tickle you.

you may turn into a fish.

anyways the reason i didn't make it to the beach was cos some friends wanted to go somewhere closer so we went to Coffee Bean at Belissa Row instead.

fuck it.

i wanted the fucking beach.

and maybe fuck on it.

maybe through the fucking sand.

anyways at night i was supposed to meet up with Vanesa at sunset or somewhere there. and instead i had to pick my sister up from her friend's birthday party. fine that's okay cos since i'm pass being a son i'm now the driver. then my mom calls and says taht i ahve to send her friend's part-time maid home.

bad enough that i had to do that, i couldn't find the place they were at.

lost in Penang. chicken shit.

when i finally reach the place and call my mom, i see her and her friends calmly, happily driving away heading to the Sports Club for drinks and dancing.

My own mother abandoned me.

so it was a pretty uneventful weekend.

fuck my life.

Sham's leaving soon.

go away.

sleep sleep sleep

2009-04-11T07:02:00.000-07:00

back home this weekend.
haven't told parents that i plan to go back on monday instead of tomorrow(sunday).

i relaly love being home.

but dad's shouting this morning was a real pain.
people trying to sleep la oi!!!

so my plan to sleep at least 8 hours was fucked.
thanks Pa.
sleep blocker.
it's like, when he wakes up, he envies people who're sleeping, and decides to wake them up too.
the best thing is, i'm the one who woke him up.
dumb me?

besides the lack of sleep, saw soulmen with maal, siva and jiewy today.
thought it was just okay.
with the amount of censoring in it, bernie mac and samuel l. jackson were speaking in a totally different language, Tagalog or something close to it.
after all the censoring the movie lasted just under an hour and a half.

next time, over government should decide.
if you want to rate movies above 18, don't censor.
if you don't want to, censor.

seriously, are we that stupid to not realise that everytime they censor the sentence "i'm gonna kill you mother******!!!" the words in asterix mean FUCKER?

this people in charge in censorship, whatever shit acronym you guys have for your ciplak department, bukalah mata sikit.
jangan jadi katak di bawah tempurung.
doing this will not help solve your people.
meaning our kind.
i can't get sued for that bitches.

gonna get abck to the Man U game.
Sunderland jsut equalised.
shit
Berbatov's been playing, like he doesn't wanna play.
idiota.

black heart inertia-incubus
turn my swag on-soulja boy

ooh

2009-03-23T23:38:00.000-07:00

had a funny dream, or sad one last night.
since i had lots of hours to dream.

dreamt that my family suddenly owned a computer shop.
and while i was using the computer, and ex called. and asked me out for dinner with her mom.
i know it sounds really weird.

the sad thing was in the dream i really did miss her.
honestly i do. a bit. but it's more of me missing having someone to love and care.

anyways i forgot what happened.
i guess we had lunch and i went back to the computer.

btw, i'm too lazy to study.
and i need a car in KL.

fuckmylife

this town-oar

ELECTRIFYIN!!!!

2009-02-25T21:13:00.000-08:00

I got chills.
They're multiplyin'.
And I'm losin' control.
'Cause the power
you're supplyin',
it's electrifyin'!

sorry. got bored.
started watching clips from the movie Grease.
awesome

IT'S ELECTRIFYING!

can't wait for tomorrow's test to be over.
real tired..been having tests every week.

can't wait to meet up with Maal, Ajay, Joel, Philip and hopefully Vanesa too this weekend.
skipping my hockey game for this so make it count people!!!!

btw.
ciggarettes and alcohol.
best combination i've ever seen.

all i see-kylie minoque feat. Mims
starstruck-Lady Gaga feat. Flo-Rida

Happy Belated Valentine's.

2009-02-18T18:10:00.000-08:00

been a bit upset these few days.
especially when you have an assignment and test where the lecturer has only come into class once in a possible, 10 times?
explains much bout the uni eh?
had carl's junior with ah che yesterday.
thanks che for dinner, always eveery week.

i should've gone home for Valentine's.
spend it with Mom 'cos i know she was alone.
so stupid of me.
'cos instead i got sad and maybe, jsut maybe disrupted the mood of others.
so to Maal, Siva, Lian Geng, Vennila, Ajay plus Lalitha and all her friends, Sorry if i did disrupt the mood.

i'm too tired for tests.

check out these songs

beautiful-akon feat. Colby O'Donis & kardinall offishall
everybody knows-john legend
kiss me through the phone-soulja boy feat. swift
part of me-chris cornell

2009-02-16T02:45:00.001-08:00

tonight,

the world needs a fucking hero.

THAIPUSAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-02-09T21:37:00.000-08:00

Thaipusam was awesome!!!!!
especially since it was only me dancing.
where the hell were you la Brendan??? i needed a dancing partner.

anyways went out on Saturday to jsut look around with parents and Dharm.
then went to the Hilltop temple at bout 7 in the morning.
i never knew there could be a jam going up there. if the line was moving slowly maybe. but not dead still!
and as usual some morons were pushing through. just couldn't wait.
like HELLO you'll still have to wait for the others. but well, typical Malaysian attitude maybe?
anyways after that we went to Uncle Mohan's panthal. served Briyani rice with curry to the people around there (i miss the rice already!!!). after that walked back home.
then Maal called.

and walked out again. met Roshini and her cousin(Doctor),haha in the Sports Club.
but she had to go back.
so went back to the Sports Club, and left again with Siva, Lian Geng, Maal and Siva's cousins.
only remember Rubhini, Govind and his sister Dipa.
it was fun, dancing alone.
and i supposedly lost my self-image.or tarnished it.
something like that la. haha.
then followed Siva back.
thing was, we got stuck in the jam and i walked home from the Hospital (GH) back home.
25 mins may seem short but walking at full speed, tiring!!!!

then out again at nite with Maal and Lalitha.
and it was awesome!!!!
my 6 mins of dancing was short, but syok weiii!!!!
met Varun at the Xaverian panthal.
couldn't stay too long but i totally wish i did!!!!

next year. going earlier, staying later.

anyways, BYE ATRIAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
have fun there k?
take care k?????
remember usssssss!!!!!!

how many how many how many

2009-01-28T11:38:00.000-08:00

Chinese New Year was pretty awesome. just the usual reunion.
meeting up of the cousins, uncles and aunties.
gambled. and Dharm won the most.she has an ey for money.
or two.
not much drinking, we just dont, but had a good barbeque on the first day evening.
Ah Wen's husband
anyways jsut got back from Sitiawan today.dropped by Taiping before Penang.
and met my new NIECE!!!!
Chan U Shian Samantha if i've not mistaken. she's really small and cute.

anyways, i mainly posted this cos iw anted to talk bout this lady rapper, M.I.A, who's origins are from Sri Lanka but she's now in the UK.
but,
Sri Lanka
fuhhh
REPRESENT!
check out this song by her.
Boyz-M.I.A
though i don't understand why the Jamaican flags are showed in that video.

Mo Money

2009-01-18T21:01:00.000-08:00

lucky to have two classes canceled today. one at 8 and one at 10.
that's why i'm sitting here in the library. bored. watching Lord of War.
anyways spent the weekend at Maal's. Siva and LG were down checking out their new place at Sunway i guess. Maal, Lalitha, Siva, Lg and I went to Castle(shisha place) in Ampang.
played Truth or Dare. more of The Truth Game. cos the only ones who were dared were Maal and Siva, where Maal was asked to get a banana, Siva to ask if the Lebanese people had a job vacancy there. He'd be the only Indian there.
anyways after that Lalitha dropped us home. and the other four of us stayed over at Maal's place.
the next day. MAAL woke up late, haha, and then hung out with Ajay and Vennila at Madam Kwan's in Bangsar. after that, well went back to Maal's. watched football. that's bout it.

anyways. i dont know, i've been in no mood to say anything. more of i've got nothing to say?

just been missing. a lot.
lots and lots of missing.

mo money mo problems-Notorious BIG feat. Puff Daddy & Mase

macho macho man

2009-01-09T00:08:00.000-08:00

done with the first week of class. really tiring especially since i start at 8 in the morning four out of five times in a week.
plus i've gotta wake up extra early cos the bust to the uni takes bout an hour during traffic hour!!
but so far so good.
hope lara's having fun over there!!!
heard it's really cold....

well i have nothing much to say.
at maal's place.
gonna go hang at her sister's apartment later.
maal's excited bout the swimming pool.

and, i dunno what else to say!
i've been running out of words lately.

and for those who watch cantonese movies, you'll know cheung ka-fai.
awesome funny man.
bought a few of his movies so i'll watch them one of these days.

anyways falling asleep now while watching discovery. heh heh
i'll see brendan obi and all soon, at least before you guys go back to aussie.

oh btw watched bedtime stories on monday.
wasn't fantastic, but fun to watch so it was okay.

laters

macho man-the village people
disco inferno-travers

Happy New Year

2009-01-05T21:10:00.001-08:00

been too lazy to write.
very.
anyways i'm back in KL.
though i seriously wish i was home. cos KL's nothing like home for me.
anyways the holidays have been eventful, but what i actually mean is nothing much happened.
as most of the times we ended up in Netcity, thanks to Obi and Jiew.
met a few friends, or more than a few.
Lara's gone off. Bye bye to you. have fun in UK. send your dad home.
those studying in Australia will be going soon. try to see you guys before you leave.
and New Year's was pretty good in Brendan's place. all of us managed to get together to spend it.
i guess that pretty much sums it all.

guess it's back to studying in uni.

btw, didnt meet a few ppl enough.
not at all.
not one bit.

Happy New Year.

human

2008-12-05T23:19:00.000-08:00

Are we Human?
Or are we Dancers?
My sign is vital
My hands are cold
And I'm on my knees
Looking for the answer

i doubt it makes any sense but i think the songs good
the new song by The Killers-Human.

take a listen to it

and to Vimal
i know he won't read this
but...
SLOT THE BALL INTO THE FUCKIN' NET FOR FUCK'S SAKE

i'm done

DOTA

2008-12-03T15:50:00.000-08:00

DOTA = Dunia Orang Takde AhChi

slow down on the dota
get more on the dating scene

Maalini K. Sundaran

2008-11-08T02:02:00.000-08:00

maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal maal

tonight

2008-11-04T00:01:00.000-08:00

my god
tonight by FM static
awesome
if you want to cry

joking
but it is good
makes me miss Brendan a lot
i'll be seeing my baby very very soon
haha

3 more days to first final paper
really lazy

i need some Pineapple Express
Brendan understands

and Vennila
that's what you get when you let your heart win

tonight - FM static

by the way
i still miss her

just for her

2008-11-02T07:16:00.000-08:00

well
deepavali's over
quite long ago
and i'm back in kl...tsk .....i miss home already
and
that special someone

no telling who
but i'm happy she's with me
she always brings that smile to my face
and i'm so mother effin glad it's her

i guess we needed an almost two year lesson isn't it?
to realize what we wanted..i guess

i'll only see her in bout a month
which is killing me inside
but at the same time keeping me strong
i love her
and miss her

i know she knows that

just for her..
dear god - avenged sevenfold

bloody ankle

2008-10-21T06:57:00.000-07:00

my ankle's still swollen
i thought it'd be better by now but it's still the same
and still hurts

now i realized the top of my foot is slightly swollen too
how did i not realize?
either i'm blind
or i've got elepahntiasis

shit

i don't care-fallout boy
spirits in the sky-norman greenbaum

swollen ankle

2008-10-15T07:24:00.000-07:00

imagine yourself, jogging, running, feeling fitter than ever, or at least fitter in the last few months.
you're feeling like you could run for years.

and then, you go on uneven ground, slip and sprain your ankle, hear two crunches.

that happened.
bloody irritating.trying to get ready for hockey in november, and this happens, and i was feeling like...damn syok
now it looks like there's a tennis ball on my ankle
on damnly oversized one.

and i look like a fool when i walk.
even when it recovers, it'll take some time before i can run around again = shite.

and i think i can't eat a lot anymore, unless i remove a rib.
serious.

theres this spot at one of my ribs, which is like food sensitive.
it'll be painful when ie at too much.
we'll i didn't eat the whole day. only had a lot during dinner.
suddenly, i felt like meletuping.

still pain after 3 hours

and my ankle's pissing me off.

mutton pratal

2008-10-05T06:14:00.000-07:00

AIR ASIA seriously need to have better timing and services.
I know i know they're a budget airline, but seriously, it took half an hour for the bags to arrive at the bag pickup point from the airplane, which is freakin' 200metres away, and they use cars, not kereta lembu.

just came back to KL today, with uncle Siva now. I miss home already.

Can't wait for Deepavali. 3 weeks.

Mutton pratal, fireworks, and driving.
and eating.

bad boys

2008-10-02T12:26:00.000-07:00

the song seriously brings back memories

a lil bit

xoxo

2008-10-02T11:48:00.000-07:00

was listening through some old songs
came across stone sour-through glass

love it
i mean

"i'm looking at you through the glass
dont know how much time has passed
oh god it feels like forever
but noone ever tells you that foreve feels like home
sitting all alone inside your head"

thinking bout it

how long is forever?
is it till you've found what you've been looking for?
till you've found that present you've always wanted for Christmas?
to finally go on a date with that hot brunette accross campus?
when you buy that CD that you've been craving for?
when you eat them Big Apple doughnuts?
to finally make a mistake and regret it for the rest of your life?
to finally "pop the question"?
to finally pop open that bottle of JD?

i wouldn't know
but i know it's different for every single person
to me i haven't discovered waht forever means.or it's time length
cos' to me it has a time length.seriously

ah i'm bullshitting
or am i not?

all i know is we need some love
I need John Lennon's Peace Group
to know that we are the walrus
and that strawberry fields are forever
then we'll imagine
before we end up in Helter Skelter

feed your dogs

i seriously would like to explain
scold
get angry at
and say
so much on this blog
but it would be really stupid

is it only me that i feel like,i have all this sadness,anger at myself all in this compartment in me?
i would seriously like to throw it out,even if it includes killing me.

is being too nice a sin??

and i don't think i'll be doing well this semester.
i see others JPA scholars or not, busting their asses studying,completing assignments,with finals coming up
and look at me
i'm on9
fucking around,without the fucking
wasting petrol
being a chauffeuring around.

but a lot of what i do, in my eyes is to help
but
does it pay to be nice?
i would say i dont know, but i do know
it does
it pays like a motherfucker(WHOOO)

alamak i just realized everything ive said
has no connection

but hey, youre reading this motherfucker

so that makes u a motherfucker
and your dad(cos' it's true)

whatever you like baby

2008-09-21T22:45:00.000-07:00

geram
we all remember the term BURUK SIKU don't we?
hate it when someone lends you something, and when they need it back,
no matter how you gotta give it back to them
and that same person gets mad at you when you're trying to save MONEY by not travelling too far?
i'm bloody broke la.walking pass the McDonalds outlet kills me everyitme k.
KFC worse, cos' it's god damn finger lickin good (not FINGERING Venn).

anyways
BIG APPLE'S opened near my place!!!!!!!
now i don't have to go all the way to Mid Valley to get some of those chocolate oozing lovely mmhmmmm donoughts.....yumm
i always squish it extra hard to see the chocolate ooze out...then i drink it up
yeah

T-A-S-T-Y

anyways check out whatever you like by T.I.
i mean the songs real ghetto and all
but check out the lyrics

And we can pop bottles all night
Baby you can have whatever you like
Late night sex, so wet, so tight
Gas up the jet for you tonight
And baby you can go wherever you like

LATE BLOODY WET TIGHT SEX LAAAAA

Shawty, you the hottest
Love the way you drop it
Brain so good, coulda swore you went to college

now he just made fun of the female race.
"coulda swore you went to college"?
our malaysian aunties would beat the shit outta him for that
just that
then they would pop bottles with him

i'm going back to PENANG soon!!!!!
AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CAN'T WAITTTTTT
only bout a month but OMFG it feels longer than that

i seriously miss my MOM

but hey I LOVE HER

and of cos' my dad and the rest of the family

i think i'm turning soft

whatever you like-T.I.

tomorrow

2008-09-19T03:47:00.000-07:00

I've been down and I'm wondering why
These little black clouds Keep walking around with me
It wastes time And I'd rather be high
Think I'll walk me outside And buy a rainbow smile
But be free, They're all free

So maybe tomorrow, I'll find my way home

------------------------------------------------------

i'd like some people to know
if those lazy eyes of theirs ever come across my sad blog
that money does not grow on trees,
or come out of my ass

so please make earlier decisions so that others don't get into trouble or waste their money
and time

maybe tomorrow-stereophonics

drop

2008-09-18T03:13:00.000-07:00

being a lazy ass is nothing but an introduction

i just made that up

anyways i'm sitting here(alone as usual) in KL sentral. Using the wi-fi here as my hostel has lousy internet connection, where only maybe one person could connect to it at any one time. How stupid.
but at least i'm making full sue of my time here in Secret Recipe. had like one brownie walnut, which i finished bout 2 hours ago. only 4.50 when i'm sitting here for hours?
worth it!

Abir's leaving today.(Gonna really miss you). Flight's at 8.15 p.m. i think. But it's like, too much hassle and money for me to go all the way to KLIA and all to send her off...SOOOORRRYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEEE

wow it'll only be another year till she comes back.
anyways, i'm gonna watch some videos.
GOOD GOOD videos.
oh check this video out

you sexy thing

2008-09-14T22:41:00.000-07:00

i dunno why...but i jsut didnt feel like writing in any posts...very very ugly life

anyways...to wrap up the last few months
2 months of holidays went passed...wth Brendan leaving to adelaide...and practicing making very good chocolate mousse and french fries which i await for when he comes back...

Yiling left for the US too..all the best to her of course. Heard she's getting freaky there. FUHHH FUHHH!!!!!

uni started again....i've been extremely lazy though. The first year i would always at least read something during the day. But now, i don't whats wrong ah? Days are long. No time to even go for a jog. Miss hockey badly.
anyways Hari Raya Aidilfitri's round the corner. Bout two weeks away. can't wait, cos it's a week OFF!!!!!!

oh.....met ABIR last Wednesday. I realized on that day that it's been 5 years since i last met her!!!
W-O-W

she's leaving for Swansea City, Wales this coming Thursday. So fast. Too fast.
Vennila will start to cry.I'll hope to see her on Thursday at the airport. See how la.
If the money in the bank says yes.

Oh btw, new names for these get freaky girls(in their dreams)
Vennila-Teisha
Uma-Keisha
and little Maalini-Theresa

You Got Me-One Block Radius

PO

2008-06-17T02:35:00.000-07:00

kung fu panda
i love it
i love Po
woo

badoiinnggggg
skadooosh

living for the weekend

2008-05-03T23:04:00.000-07:00

ok fine exams over.....still cant think of what to do...instead ive been sitting my ass in the cyber cafe for 3 hours
DAMN SYOK MACHA
im not wanted by ppl anymore..some tend to FORGET who you are and only talk to you when they WANT or NEED something....
get that being used feeling...like a fuckin puppet...sorry i got no strings attached......

anyways
go fuck yourself

LIVING FOR THE FUCKIN WEEKEND-HARD-FI
without the fuckin
or the knocking
or the smashing
or the grabbing

and if you want flavoured water
pour some scotch on ice
thats your flavoured water

burn baby burn

2008-05-03T23:01:00.000-07:00

my finals are over
i'm coming to burn your house down
starting with vennila

black & american?

2008-04-23T00:49:00.000-07:00

NOW
tell me telll me
does this look like a seat belt,butterfly,ladybird or bow to you?
i chose everything except the latter one...i must be blind?
or is the belt just stupid?

and bloody kongket exams are stupid

black & gold-sam sparro
american boy-estelle feat. kanye west

across the universe

2008-04-13T13:43:00.000-07:00

check out these videos from the movie across the universe....
u got to watch it...all the songs used are by the beatles...don't like it?
then it's confirmed the world doesn't want you adn you should kill yourself

tak boleh berhenti

2008-04-13T12:55:00.000-07:00

upbeat.....HO LIAO
no reason...watch cukup
i've got a quote....
"if you're angry cos your fat,you have a right to be"
that's why i am
BIAATTTTTTCHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
for Pat, tak that's what you are

under the bridge

2008-04-13T12:38:00.000-07:00

still bit pissy

Sometimes I feel
Like I dont have a partner
Sometimes I feel
Like my only friend
Is the city I live in
The city of angel
Lonely as I am
Together we cry

I drive on her streets
cause shes my companion
I walk through her hills
cause she knows who I am
She sees my good deeds
And she kisses me windy
I never worry
Now that is a lie

I dont ever want to feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all the way

Its hard to believe
That theres nobody out there
Its hard to believe
That Im all alone
At least I have her love
The city she loves me
Lonely as I am
Together we cry

I dont ever want to feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all the way

Under the bridge downtown
Is where I drew some blood
Under the bridge downtown
I could not get enough
Under the bridge downtown
Forgot about my love
Under the bridge downtown
I gave my life away

it's a song you should bloody hell sing to someone to show your appreciation (obviously guy to girl)
but if she's done bad/wrong
kill her and repeat the motor oil stunt

i want to sing it to someone...had enough of lighting up brightly as a lamp post

buryburybury

2008-04-11T08:33:00.000-07:00

i want to slice of her head bury it then in 7 days if it's still in good shape...put it into the grinder and feed it to dogs

yum...

it seems that it doesnt matter if u rush or care...you'll just fucked....by who i dont know.....but someone will....

i'm so full of anger i want to piss on someone...not in bed like while fucking or sth....but like literally piss on them....don't need to be drunk to that....loads of milo will do....and while pissing i'll dip their head in motor oil.....cos its the first thing that came to me

fucking ci bai

love in this club-usher feat young jeezy

back

2008-04-07T02:28:00.000-07:00

went back for the weekend for cheng beng and all....from thurs till yesterday,sunday.....everyday was travelling....
back to pg on thurs,ipoh on fri,taiping and penang on sat,back to kl on sunday...bloody tiring...
but it was good to go pray to koong koong and great grandma.....haven't been praying only been sinning....not asking for redemption though...

saw maal and vennila too so it was good too on friday....ex's and ex's....too much exing around....
saw baby B...i miss u already
didn't spend time with family though..especially parents...feel really bad...hoping i can skip the tennis thing so i can see them...mom's birthday next week...

i miss home..and mom and dad...so not macho
and to vennila....HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER...
maal...ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU
patrick.....SHAKE IT LIKE A POM POM BABY
baby B....id ont ened tos ay anything and my love for u teleports to u

shake your pom pom-missy e
waht you got-colby o'donis feat. akon

doinke doink

2008-04-01T05:35:00.000-07:00

i fucked up my test
all i have to say

i'll see you bitches on sat
see how hockey works

cuckoo face

2008-03-25T04:45:00.001-07:00

whoever reads this is a cuckoo face...woo!!!

had physics test earlier...think i really fucked up...like...aiyo MAPALE!!!!!
really...like..gravity and all that shit....we don't need no gravity....
haih
and stupid tamadun is***...sorry must censor nowadays...though noone's gonna read this blog
i wonder why this author even care's
dumb ass

anyways...anyways what?
nothing..shit
there's nothing to shit about....other than that i miss BREN
oooohhhh baby

other than that....maalini bloody going back on friday....a week off or sth...not fair...no hols for me aso...vennila going back every weekend...other than this weekend cos there's this BIRTHDAY BASH....IWANNA GO!!!!
i'm your girlfrend rite venn???
PLEASE???
i'd even be the waiter for the nite...as long drinks are free...

oh ya...man u 3-0 liverpool
sucker
mascherano must be deaf or not understand english
torres has just proven he's gay....

liverpool shall be relegated
hopefully

bye fools....

love song-sara bareilles
ching a ling-missy elliot
bounce-timbaland

pigs

2008-03-09T09:11:00.001-07:00

you're all UPOS's

translations-20

2008-03-09T08:02:00.000-07:00

ello boss...it's the election period..and i feel the bahasa melayu

"terlalu lambat untuk minta maaf...terlau lambattttt......"
apologize

"dia sebab air mata atas gitarku.."
teardrops on my guitar

"babi kalau kau strip kau dapat tip kerana ku suka saja dirimu"
the way i are

"bagi bagi ku bagi ku bagi bagi ku"
gimme more

"si pendek ada jeans bentuk epal, but dengan bulu(dengan bulu!!) seluruh kelab tengok-tengok dia,dia hentam lantai,kemudian si pendek pergi rendah rendah rendah rendah rendah rendah rendah rendah "
low

"dia nak cinta-cinta, nak tu cium-cium,dalam mindanya dia bermimpi untuk dengan sayaa"""
kiss kiss

"kau terlalu cantikkkkk awet,kerana tu ia takkan jadi, kau buatku bunuh diri,bunuh diri bila kau kata dah habis"
beautiful girls

"setiap hari kau buatku cinta hang kurang dan kurang"
everyday i love you less and less

"askar boi dalamnya oh,tengok saya cranknya,tengok saya guling,tengok saya crank askar boi tu,supermannn tu pelacur"
crank that

"ku tak peduli apa mereka kata, saya cinta padamu,mereka cuba tarik saya pi,tapi mereka tak tahu apa benar,jantung saya cacat kerana vena yang saya selalu tutup,kau potong saya buka dan saya terus berdarah,terus terus berdarah cinta"
bleeding love

"henti dan tengok,saya rasa saya bergerak tapi tak pi mana,ya saya tahu semua orang takut,tapi saya jadi apa saya tak boleh jadi,oh boleh kamu tengok apa saya tengok"
stop and stare

"nangis saya satu sungai"
cry me a river

"mereka cuba bawa saya ke pemulihan tapi ku kata tidak tidak tidak"
rehab

"oh tuhan saya"
oh my god

"tolong jangan hentikan muzik"
please don't stop the music

"bila matahari sinar kita sinar sama-sama,bagi hang tahu saya sini selamanya,kata saya sentiasa jadi kawan,buat janji saya akan kekal hingga habisnya,sekarang hujan lebih dari lebih,tahu bahawa kita masih ada kita,kamu boleh diri bawah payung saya,kamu boleh diri bawa payung saya, yung yung eh eh eh,bawah payung saya yung yung eh eh eh"
umbrella

"kamu atas jantung saya seperti tatu,seperti tatu,saya akan selalu cintamu"
tattoo

"saya perlu sikit tuah dari sedikit,kerana setiap kali saya sangkut kata-kata tak betul,dan setiap kali saya cuba saya terikat lidah,saya perlu sikit tuah baik untuk tolong saya kali ini"
tongue tied

"kalau kamu sedar apa yang saya sedar,kita akan jadi sempurna untuk kita dan takkan cari yang lain,sedar apa yang saya sedar,kita takkan perlu fikir kalau tertinggal pada kita kali ini"
realize

"saya takkan tulis untuk kamu lagu cinta,kerana kau mintanya,kerana kau perlukannya,kau tengok,saya takkan tulis untuk kamu lagu cinta,kerana kau bagi ku tahu jadi ke tak jadi,kalau kau ikut jalan kau,aku takkan tulis untuk kamu untuk kekal,kalau semua yang kau ada ialah berpisah,saya perlukan sebab lebih baik untuk tulis lagu cinta untuk kau hari ini"
love song

fuckin a

elections

2008-03-07T11:37:00.000-08:00

elections tomorrow..wait....who gives a flying fuck?
sue me
maybe
i mean we know who's going to win..it'll be the Dare To Fail guy...who portrays a nicer bald head better than him?
Billy Lim or sth....you rock man...
elections bloody boring la...one party will rat bout each other

wait...not that boring la...not bad actually...you'd think each politician would try not making fun or criticise another politician...but man our Pak Lah and Anwar...back on forth saying he did this and he did that...
or he shitted in his pants when he was 5 or he wore victoria's secret juse to 'rasa" his feminine side...kinda shows our "Pemimpin's" would go to extreme lengths just to win the elections...

to me...if they're unhappy just announce la..then go fart in their face..toxic rite?i doubt you'll be charged with murder for farting in someone's face...no bodyguard can block a fart rite?

the city is at war...bring the keris and the char koey teow and the mutton pratal and the thosai and the cheongsam's and the saree's...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oNF08htoH00

and when it's nine in the afternoon
you can kiss my ass and taste my shit..yuck
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X2Aqin0M7KY

i need a beer

klang baby

2008-03-02T17:50:00.000-08:00

had a good weekend...went to maal's place on friday...with vennila...and of cos patrick was already there...
omg it was so fun letting them think i was angry for leaving me at the chinese shop(assholes)..of cos i was angry at first..but then it simmered down..but kept acting...they thought i was gonna burn the place down with the lighter...wow
but after that it was good there...man i was on a bed with two good looking girls..but hey guess what....it sounds hot, but it's not
fuck my life
i'm gonna kill myself after this post...wake up write another post and kill myself again...
oh...and i was given THE PEOPLE'S ELBOW by maalini...i was freakin abused by her,,,and vennila...she even came with a chopper!!!
i fear for my life

then left on sat...then went to klang on sat itself for a hockey game...PSC came down for a game agaisnt royal klang club...we won 5-2 thanks to baby Bren for the passes..but i passed too k...it's been two days and my ass is aching cos i ahven't been playing...bruises all over..pain la..
i dunno why but maal, vennila and patrick came over for the game cos they wanted to watch the game they said...but i think i know the real reason they came...to watch something else...baby

haha
then they stayed over for dinner at the club
they're officially the PSC supporters...anyways those 3 left at bout 10.30...the rest of us and the hockey guys left...well very late la..drank then bah kut teh...
anyways left the hotel next day at bout 11 sth to see cousin, mimitha....been quite a while since i saw her...oh yeah dad came along too with uncle harbans..
dad then dropped me off at the lrt station where i went to sentral from there to have lunch with vennila...kenny roger's......where she became an instant emo filled chick for that while...
which will never work because she laughs too bloody loud...more than the world does...

left round 5...got back...studied

oh yeah
thsi morning class canceled, test postponed to tomorrow and test from 2 chapters to 1
proves my point doesn't it......bloody CCB's.....

gonan study....wait i don't feel like i wanna
i wanna watch heroes
but like
fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

just for patrick
how many licks-lil' kim

back home

2008-02-24T18:23:00.000-08:00

went home for the weekend...cos' after this with tests and all i dunno when i'll be going back again...kinda miss home a bit...and before i go on.....SOMEONE DITCHED ME...supposed to go back home but she ditched me....but she still came back to kl with me so i guess SHE MADE UP FOR IT.....joking....
anyways met jevan,aunty vain(hopefully correct) and megan....oh and vivien in pg..haven't seen them for sth like 2 years...went to gurney and the ebach on saturday...just spent time i guess

then came back to kl with vennila...who slept like the pig she is...ate like a pig as well..how can you say you're fat??
girls and their weight obsessvive selves...just eat la don't be shy....
when we reached i just followed her to shah alam...met uma and yiling there where we had food and all...wait before that...vennila on the bus....bloody embarassing...laughing like a mad cow...
but i forgot...it's vennila...haha

then left them round 8.30 and met heng heang and tamesh at klcc....while still having all my bags...carrying them around...after that i left round 11...seeing klcc empty for the first time...haha
then came back to the room

oh yeah i forgot..YILING was quite chatty yesterday(sunday)..reason?
love bullying me...is that even a reason?
3 girls and a guy
sounds hot...but it's not....

gotta study
lecturer not teaching properly...usual
dunno what else to say....sleepy....

word to your mother

boring

2008-02-17T18:45:00.000-08:00

it's bloody boring here...stupid ass place...stupid tests...why can't they put it tat the same time?
unsynchronized donkeys...they need to wear an alarm clock on their ass i'm guessing...

still
AIYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]

ajay patrick vennila maal uma yiling.............it's not freakin fair your uni's are so close to each other!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
while i'm in this stupid ass shit hole....

test and quiz tomorrow...another test on wednesday then.....

and if i'm really LUCKY..i'll have another test next week.......and he doesn't come in regularly so i won't know what's going on
fuck my life

bye to denis who's leavign later this evening....
why the fuck you leaving?
who's gonna take me out...drive me back after late nights?
tsk
i forgot i got bren

take care baby

calabria-enur feat. natasja

VALENTINE'S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-02-15T02:12:00.001-08:00

it's the day after valentine's..

went out with vennila,ajay,uma,yiling,maalini and patrick yesterday...7 stuffed in a car before that...before that...I HAD TO WAIT AN HOUR AND A HALF for them to come get me...like....the hell?????i finished a lab report waiting for them...
maalini HAD to show her new laptop aso...SHOW OFF!!!!!
anyways...luckily i'm big so i got to sit in front...5 of them in the backseat while ajay driving...
then there was lots of shouting and screaming...

then at one point...i mean i was joking the whole time...but was shouting at them aso la...but i think i went outta control a bit..shouted at vennila...and...well it wasn't nice...and...she GOT REAL SAD...and teared..i mean...omg i don't make girls cry!!!!!!
anyways..she was angry..i think...and..omg laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa......

I'M SO FREAKIN SORRY VENNILA!!!!!!!!!!!
promise to shut up...for....ever....
stupid me.

so we missed many turns...and ended up going to the curve...short while...had kenny roger's...Singleton's meeting somehow couldn't get started..but Yiling's the president...i think that's it so far...next meeting soon hopefully...oh yeah....welcome Maal and Patrick to the Singleton's...oh but Maal's on probation...don'tworry la...HOPEFULLY she'll pass it...haha

anyways left round 10...took the lrt with maal and patrick as they were gonna PARTY at the HERITAGE ROW...not fair...reached back hostel round 11...studied a bit...omg la too muchs tudying la..it's so stressful..like..i have only one class on friday and it's from 3-5!!!!!!!
do they have a problem with time management???????stupid....tests at night!!!!!!and in the evening!!!!!!!like....OMFG.....ring their necks....

i miss home again....a lot..really....i eman..it's only been a week but Penang it's been 2!!!!!!!
miss whole family too...not shy to admit it k......and there's not likely to be a long 1 week or 2 week holiday anymore....so i'm just hoping for a long weekend holiday...hopefully going back next weekend...god i miss home!!!!!!!!!!!!

and sorry vennila....really sorry k...didn't mean it

gotta study more now...haih

bye

bkab speechless-ethan stoller

shit

2008-02-12T22:36:00.000-08:00

stupid tests...stupid quizzes....who gives latihan without answers???

real mapelek's i tell you...not enough sleep...really really not enough sleep....eyes gonna close and it's freakin 2.30 in the afternoon!!!!!!
shite

and i miss home
a lot
the food
fat sis
bro
mom
dad
PS

baby brendan i miss the most....

still

shitttttttttttttttttt
it's valentine's tomorrow
no date
gay party in my room

stop and stare-one republic

ipoh mali

2008-02-05T11:00:00.000-08:00

it's 3 in the morning...can't sleep...or actually forcing myself not to sleep...mainly because i'm goign to ipoh for Chinese New Year tomorrow...and won't be back in penang till god knows when...and i miss everyone here...Denis is leaving on the 18th...Obi just left earlier today...or yesterday..the 5th...Philip my baby is leaving on the 11th...all to Aussie....i'm just gonna roll over and die...like the dog i am.......shit la...don't go overseas u assholes...only go if i go la...bloody fools....

anyways saw brendan then..wait actually saw vennila first..she came over...sleeping like a pig....i don't need to exaggerate more...then she went for lunch with dunno who....
oh yeah today was my grandfather's death anniversary...never met him but....respect right???
so thats why didn't join them for lunch...however after that still met her...and maalini(smelly fart)..and we went to pick bren up after that...wen to mcd at sunrise tower..wasting time there...then went back to my place...where venn the pig continued sleeping...she sleeps like a log...don't even think bout trying to wake her up...
well they left after that and wont see them again till god knows when......saw brendan later at the club...where we had a few drinks....

later we went to netcity to see the others...joel,philip,jiewy,boon hoe,mike.....tamesh too...played a bit...then when over to denis's house.....had a short chat with him with bren and joel....aiyoo why u all leaving laaaa....last time i saw him then...damn...
bren then dropped me off home...said bye...id see him in a few weeks time...hopefully time passes fast to then...but slows when we're together....haih

oh yeah...i got a haircut (no more guy sebastian for me)...and it's time to get the ladies baby
RUM JUNGLE...mother what?????!!!!!!!!!!!

that's all...
just that never expected for all of us to start leaving penang....i doubt anyone expected it....i still remember the primary school days....
damn i need to start crying.....tear glends dry dee...please come back soon guys....

bye babies
love u all

word to your mother

long road to ruin-foo fighters

finally back

2008-02-01T12:25:00.000-08:00

i'm finally back home...after 5 straight weeks of class...learning subjects where they use words like "hadarah" and all..listening to the lecturer pronouncing the words in these stupid ways...which makes you actually not angry..but want to sleep..i dont sleep in the day..but wow take you dumb ass sir i love afternoon naps now...

dungu

we do stupid subjects like tamadun islam..and for what?
no offence but they talk bout it like if there wasn't islam...men wouldn exist(meaning generally humans,dont get all pissed ladies).....they say there's only one god and that is Allah...
what bout the other religions?
they believe the same thing...isnt it really....contradicting???

if they had someone like me in each religion....we would've seen bloodshed...

anyways...enough of racism(sue me bitches)..vanessa's farewell was today (TAKE CARE GIRLLLFRRRIIIEENNNNNDDD!!!!!)..so went to bren's house for dinner and all...just normal i guess..oh yes...saw my boss after a long time(HANA!!!!WOOOO!!!!)........
i still didn't get paid..

tomorrow to ipoh...hockey game against dunno who...then abck on sunday..then ipoh again on wed till i go abck to kl...and tests right after that...shit
stupid i know they dont celebrate cny but so?lets study on hari raya..its so motivating for me...

please sue me actually...baju biru
babi

baby come on - +44

mother what...mother who...

2008-01-19T23:50:00.000-08:00

remember those sickening romantic songs bout love ..true love..and how their lover will do tomorrow morning?and u still love them?
then check this band out..THE DAN BAND...they have their own rendition of total eclipse of the heart....especially sung in the movie OLD SCHOOL (perverts out there you know that movie)

they've sung a lot of renditions...like alanis morisettes you oughta know...lady but..i dunno who...
just check them out....you'll have fun listening to them...laughing your ass off...

mother what mother who

the hand that feeds-nine inch nails

sunday at pyramid

2008-01-13T17:55:00.000-08:00

omgggggggggg
yesterday..sunday...was even better than sunday????!!!!

saw ajay for the first time in kl..met vennila again...and now finally officially met maalini and patrick...and they arrived 4 hours late!!!!!!!!!!!!patrick and maalini that is..i mean...who arrives four hours late???
daddy ajay was easily pissed...he always seems to be nowadays...much worse than me!!!!
that's good isn't it?

vennila tore her slippers....hoping that asomeone cute(preferred a guy) would come along and sweep her off her feet..literally...to throw her into the car...

finally when pat and maal came we went to sunway pyramid...not bad for ajay that he already knows his way around kl despite only being here for only 3 weeks...
but i gotta say..sunway pyramid..is not bad...mayeb slightly bigger with the new wing..but it's so effing confusing!!!!
signs as bad as the old kampung road signs...

saw rendition after that...jake gyllenhall and reese witherspoon..was ok...shit everything seems to be only ok to me nowadays..shit....

came back late after that...
man i'm gonan stop this shit cos nothing i say makes sense....god damn

oh and we were all VERY RACISTS despite the ppl we were talking about were around us...tsk tsk...
PENANGITES

read my mind-the killers

soundtracks for the day

2008-01-10T10:15:00.000-08:00

songs addicted to today-----one call away-chingy
ordinary people-john legend

game plan

2008-01-10T03:42:00.002-08:00

saw the game plan today....OMG DWAYNE "THE ROCK" JOHNSON never looked...how should i put it...HOTTER???????
haha..so much muscles like going to burst...

saw the movie with vennila and her frien uma...vimal (maha as the others know) was there too...didn't know he was coming till i saw him....oops

anyways it was good....oh yeah yi ling was the other one?
sorry if i missed spelt or anything...

it was good seeing them as i haven't seen them for such a long time...but it got boring..there was nothing to do!!!!!!
especially...since some ppl....had sth going on....tsk tsk..

hungry now...so fast...shit
bye

lasal.....pfftttt

2008-01-10T03:23:00.000-08:00

omg..i forgot bout you lasal fools....pffttt...trying to put us down now?
like..come on..everytime we play u...we dont have a full team...we're always lack of players...count yourselves lucky we didn't embarress you guys like in from 5...we barely played then and still beat your butts around...

you always play us when we're short on hand....and your training?
well don't waste your time doing that and study instead..cos' guys...you still play your slack ass game...

you guys call us penauts?
man....the last tiem i checked..you guys had smaller....'things' in your lower regions...at least call us like durians or sth...i won't go racists so don't cry k...oh and one more thing...PLEASE DONT DIVE WHEN YOU PLAY FOOTBALL....it's a gentleman's game...not a pussy's game...unless youre a pussy...you're not CRISTIANO RONALDO neither FRANCIS JEFFERS...wait..i bet you fools don't even know who FRANCIS JEFFERS is....who am i kidding?

we'll just see you next year....
gay punks

woo

2008-01-06T19:46:00.000-08:00

oh yeah
algebra's a killer...dead
digital electronics..confusing

i'm confusing too so i guess it's all good
woo

2008-01-06T19:29:00.000-08:00

have you heard mika's song HAPPY ENDING?
doesn't it jsut bring tears to your eyes?
happy ending..but the whole songs full of emo-ness????

ahh who care's la

uni's great...NOT
boring..saw ah che and ah wen yesterday...wen came down for her BFF's wedding...one wedding after another i tell you...didn't know it was wedding season...

and saw enchanted on friday...to me..it was jsut ok..after all the hype..and all the trailers...well the movie was just ok to me...not up to expectations...maybe cos' watched one too many trailers..haha...

man u won again...but didn't see the game..too late and had to get back to uni...had uni especially cos i cant watch football!!!!!!!!hopefully wont miss man u's game against lyon...champions league...haih

anyways..hungry now...bye

oh...

take you there-sean kingston

back in uni..tsk

2008-01-02T17:24:00.000-08:00

back in uni for a day..and already i miss home...
i feel that i didn't spend enough time at home.Mom knows it's true. Sorry Ma.
it's just that i was feeling that if i didn't go out, i wouldn't go out at all when i came back to uni...but guess i was jsut beign ignorant, stupid, and loving BREN too much!!!!!!
woo

anyways...it's only been a day and the pressure's already there...saw a few of my other uni mates already doing some work...although their lecturer started and mine didn't...it's still scary isn't it?

class bout to start...but i don't wanna go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

miss home

and new year's

OST

2008-01-01T05:54:00.000-08:00

and i forgot
the official soundtrack of the year...again
Low-Flo Rida feat. T-Pain

have you ever heard someone hum so much at the start of a song?
and talks bout apple bottom jeans?

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2008-01-01T04:53:00.000-08:00

2008's finally here after much anticipation!!!....woo
sorry 2007 but we've gotta leave you...you gave us lots of memories...ups and downs..lefts and rights...

i think to a lot of ppl (especially the ones born in 1989..including me) the year 2007 was the most memorable..as we all have come of legal age...we're now able to smoke,drink(but not clubs) and f*** without getting arrested..????
haha...to a lot of people...sweet 16 parties turned into sweet 18 parties...
needless tos ay...it was jsut fantastic...simple as that

anyways...on new year's eve...yesterday..there were countdown parties everywhere!!!!
all through Upper Penang Road...down to Esplanade..back up to Gurney Drive...so i guess wherever anyone was...it was good...

Brendan,Reagen,Denis,Mike and I went to glo to celebrate..god it was good...we started off late after some fools who were supposed to come BACKED OUT...started drinks at 11 and then the dancing..and then.....the countdown came...actually...the countdown wasn't much...but the dancing..and the partying was a lot..dancing on that small little round table glo call a dance floor was itself a challenge when you're half drunk....lots of grinding....boy and girl...boy on boy and of cos girl on girl...Reagen was up to his drinks that night......ULTIMATE PROM KING maaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

after that everyone was hungry and headed to Jamal's..Bren hounding the aneh with his roti bom...everyone having roti or maggi....after that the rest of them headed to the beach while i had to go home....mom was "making a fuss"
Ma..it's new year's laaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!

pretty glad that i spent it outside this eyar..of cos family's first..but this once in a while thing was really good...really enjoyed....thanks to my baby Reagen for taking me..woo
Bren...well you know i always love u...more than any girl...wooo
Denis and Mike...favourite Chinks?i mean nigga's of cos.....woo

wel....it's all over now...2nd semester of uni starting...damn...i don't wanna go back there..its crappy there..i mean...it's just sad being there...especially when there's no family...think i didn't spend much time at home this time...but...i dunno...everytime iw as home...noone else was..when i was out..everyone else was...maybe i'm spending too much time out...
well hopefully this year will just get better and improve compared to last year's..hopefully
ooh it's 9 sth and fireworks starting again...DAMN I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK TO UNI!!!!!!!!

oh..and the girls at glo were shining...you know who you ladies are....

dunno when i'll post again...stupid ass uni connection...
take care all you guys..study hard...TRY to keep to your enw year's resolutions....TRY...

HAPPY NEW YEAR AGAIN TO EVERYONE
l0ve u even if i dont know you

tsk tsk....NEW YEAR'S HERE...almost

2007-12-29T07:10:00.000-08:00

leaving for kl tomorrow...back to uni...and already i feel so BERAT HATI....haven't even packed my bags yet...10 hours till the bus leaves...tsk...though i'll be back on new year's eve...it's just saddening i guess leaving home at any point of time...

i'll be back for new year's eve...flight with AH CHE....togeder-geder go party(woo)...
though i still have no plans for new year's eve...hopefully i will celebrate i...but please not at home...even parents will be partying it up at the sports club...maybe i'll follow brendan...if not...screwed? fo sho

i don't wanna go back to the god forsaken place i call uni....the longer i stay there...erm...i'll forget how to speak English?haha...

**pauses**

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still not gonna pack bags...ooh ooh
Man U's playing...Ronaldo scored again...header...top scorer baby..and who'stop of the table????
can i get a MANCHESTER UNITED?????
(woo)

well..i'll go continue watchign the match..guess the next time i'll blog will be on New Year's Day..
if i don't
HAPPY NEW YEAR
MAKE YOUR RESOLUTIONS
BREAK THEM

dilemma

2007-12-28T09:32:00.000-08:00

doesn't it hurt when you like/love someone so much...but the person doesn't like/love you back?
and you just feel like killing them?
you're not alone baby
you've met your ultimate loser yeah...come on now don't be shy
i bet you've wanted to rip your LOVE'S face rite?
well don't be shy...GO KILL THEM

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i'm just joking..it's not nice...can't help it i guess if they don't care how much you care for them,,and if they're that blind...or it you're no Patrick Dempsey
(sorry boss...just a tid bit emotional)

anyways...Nicole Thum's birthday party today (real birthday on 3rd Jan)
anyways HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE
you do rock my socks off..in your dreams...hope you suka the teddy bear i got you...won in Pesta k...HIGH QUALITY....
party was good...but the when the cake came....she blew out the candles....usual..happy birthday to you,you were born in the zoo....
as we were eating the cake though.....SOME FOOL (let's call her Miss JK)...just didn't have brains i guess
running around like a mad cow...throwing cake at people...and of all people..i got it...and i didn't even kacau her or touch her...but..i got white cake all over me...i dunno...i just wanted to kill this Miss JK....
that's the one i was referring to earlier...well the only people who read this will obviously get the idea

dunno what else to say actually
OOH OOH
theme of the year for the HINDRAF MOBIL.....
LOW by FLO RIDA feat. T-PAIN
shout out to obi and bren....you know that's the shit
MMM MMM MMM MMM MMM
shawty got low low low low low....
how can you have a better song than that?

saw AVP 2 today...lousy...the first one wasn't all that good..but better than this...to expected you could say...go watch ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS...better

that's all i guess
till next time
HINDRAF MOTHER F******

i want to kill myself

2007-12-27T10:08:00.000-08:00

a friend of mine wrote this on her blog
"Hatred and anger will not bring us any further.
Hating someone is harder than letting go, really.
Hating someone and getting mad at someone will only make ourself sad.
What's the point to hate when the person you're hating doesn't give a fuck about it?"
-erin-

the thing is....yes....why be angry?if you are..go for anger management courses...but...does anyone listen?
does anyone care?
NO
as simple as that...no....noones gonna listen...noones gonna care...unless maybe you could kill them....

recently something happened very close to me....concerning anger...and an argument leaded to soemthing else and bla bla bla....alalllalaalalal.......things got worse
what does anger acheive?NOTHING
but why do people still express it...why don't the convert it into something else..and kill someone instead..i mean play well in sports instead?
or maybe study harder?
or shit more and harder?
or if you want to "sell your body"...fuck harder?

my mom always told me..."be whatever you want to be...just make sure that you're the best at what you are"
simple as that
and still donkeys are running around killing people
and i dunno what else
i'm going off topic
PUNDEK

violent blog today boss...

BENAZHIR BUTTO was killed in a suicide bomb earlier today
sad....suicide bomber

i think these donkeys have maybe girlfriend problems...and decide that...hey....i hate my life...and while i kill myself...why don't i go kill someone important?
like i said....DONKEYS

that reminds me..bout the anger thing...the ones that's really close to heart..i hope one of them reads this...jsut that...IT KILLS MY EVERY MINUTE THINKING BOUT IT..COS I THINK BOUT IT EVERY SINGLE GOD DAMN SECOND
and you guys can do somehting
please work something out

damn it's late
merry belated christmas
and HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
2008's here..soon....woohoo
make it better baby

shoutout to erin
man.....my muslim friend
love u baby

Christmas Eve??

2007-12-24T03:20:00.000-08:00

IT'S CHRISTMAS EVE!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i'm stuck at home...waiting for MC'D to arrive...well since i don't OFFICIALLY celebrate it...i wont't right?
but the spirit of it...oh so cool...really wish could really spend it...crazily....used to spend it at Bren's place...now that was good...but it was a long time ago....

anyways..it was my baby BRENDAN's surprise birthday party yesterday..surprise meaning the fool didn't know bout it...asking us(his loveable friends) to go play Playstation when we were actualy waiting for him somewhere else...never thought we would get him...but hey thanks to AUNTY SAL we did...
it started of slow...like..i guess everyone was shy..or had something in their throat...as the parents left though....the dance moves started..man was our ULTIMATE PROM KING shaking what his momma gave him...

anyways more and more people started dancing...KESHURE with his GOD KNOWS WHAT SHUFFLING...or floor scraping..then there was V square (VANESA K and VANESSA R) burning the dance floor...especially Vanessa R...i mean....i thought her head was gonna fall off...no offence but Vanessa..your hair was all over the place...

for myself...have you ever seen lard dancing?? well then you should have seen me dance..for the first time i felt like i was moving...but then....i think i was scaring the people away instead..whoops...MY BAD....but it was good i guess..i mean....when will i ever dance again???..haha...so APPRECIATE IT!!

party then ended at 1 sth....girls went home...guys went out for drinks...mamak...or sth DENIS and REAGEN were excited bout..SUNDAY NIGHT BOYS...let's just say it made me want to wear metal underwear...they left...
mom came to pick me up...and i guess it ended there..nothing more nothing less

coming back to today...it's CHRISTMAS EVE and i'm at home...doing nothing...MC'Ds not here yet!!! and i haven't eaten today so please understand...spicy mcdeluxe...mmmmmmmmmmmm

laters then
MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

don't kill yourself

shit....

2007-12-21T09:12:00.000-08:00

oh..i forgot....I AM LEGEND was so damn good...i mean..of cos WILL SMITH was so hot...(slurp!)..he and all those chin ups...wowwwweeeeee......
OOH and saw it twice....really good....
you should go watch it....dad's being pain as usual so i gotta go

i am legend

2007-12-21T08:28:00.000-08:00

wow..it's been more than 2 months since i've blogged..sorry but...it seemed a lil' boring to me....SORRY TO ALL BLOGGERS...COME KILL ME IF YOU WANT

anyways...quick recape of what went through the passs 2 over months...exams..especially that..went ok i guess...wont mention cos' someone(JACKY) will start freaking out and whacking me with her tennis racquet....DEEPAVALI of course..nothing much actually..
OH YA...AH WEN'S wedding....wow...she didn't look like herself at all...and i mean it..ah wen..if you see this....i'll kill myself for this...but you reallly looked beautiful those few days...minus the chicken wings...haha
and to WEE LIK...WELCOME TO THE FAMILY....it's a scary one...

i dunno what else to say i guess...BREN'S back...everyone's back...leaving in a week....tsk.....
and can't wait for chinese new year?
sorry but i suck at blogging....

angry???
erm....go tell the HINDRAF leaders....
and

oh yeah
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRENDAN...my baby
i love you more than the stars will ever will
i'm sickly gay

bye gays

i'm 18

2007-10-01T06:24:00.000-07:00

WOOOOWWWOOOWWWEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M AN 18 YEAR OLD BUFFALO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

supposed to be something grand right?
well i spent it doing assignment......ASSIGNMENT....man....i feel like crying...tsk tsk...

dad gave some money to spend...to go out..thing is...i've had enough of going out alone...so i wouldn't wanna do the same thing for my birthday........so i did somthing USEFUL(for once)...i did my work.,...damn it's getting tough here.....workloads coming....classes cramming....all because of raya....
BALIK KAMPUUUUUUUUUUUNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH OH OH BALIK KAMPUUUUUUUUNNNNNGNGGNGNGNGNGG!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok ok enough....

well...i'm 18...i feel fatter,slower, totally not stronger.....and shit more

oh yeah i feel much younger than i should be

i'm 18....whee...but how oh i feel slower

MY SECOND POST!!!!!

2007-09-28T04:02:00.000-07:00

my second post.....2 in a week...not bad i guess..better than nothing...but i've got a test tomorrow...geometry & trigonometry....the test is more to the trigonometry part...sin kos tan and all that nonsense...hate it..but i've got no choice but to do it...

sometime's...when i think bout what i'm studying and all...i ask myself if i'm doing the right thing..i've always wanted to do something that involves A LOT of talking...maybe somthing on radio....but when i told mom bout MASS COMM...she said it wouldn't really be worth it doing that a whole lot of ppl are doing that nowadays....well....ends my story of wanting to be the next Phat Fabes...hahahha...though i wouldn't mind doing it in the future...

and well...back to studying soon...I SHOULDN'T BE ON9..hahah

oh yeah...i still remember the times when i would do last minute studying when a school monthly test would come...and that's like once in 3 months...but here...in our WONDERFUL LOCAL UNIVERSITIES....i get it almost once a week...it can get scary as some of the subjects are what we have learned in form 4 & 5....but now it's all cramped into 6 months...it's good they have these tests...keep us on ur toes...but still...SCARY....no time to "lepak"....although it's KL...
to think of it...i don't mind the tests...but it's the timing of it...some of the lecturers here (no names) keep postponing tests till they all jumble up together..making it 3-4 tests a week...i mean....THERE IS NO TIME....no time to revise with the assignments and the this and that and this and that yada yada yada........maybe a slap will do for them to wake them up...
the lecturers even prepare the tests to be taken on SUNDAYS..wtf??????
it's bad enough we have tests on saturday...but sunday?????
those cuckoo faces....

to be honest...there isn't much freedom in local universities...it's exactly the same like in school...secondary or primary...

anyways....MY BIRTHDAY'S COMING SOON!!!!!!two days to be exact...but i won't be home to spend it...tsk tsk.....so sadddddd..........not much presents...hahah

that's it for me....bye fools

i've got a blog.....wheeeee!!!!!....rite....

2007-09-24T02:04:00.000-07:00

well......i've started a blog now...since it's the hip think to do now...
anyways...been cramped with tests almost every week....since the "UNI PEOPLE" keep delaying the tests...and it's virtually all of form 4 and form 5 all within 5 months.........

main thing i guess is that i'm missing home...missing all the shouting from mom forcing me to study...well guess there'll come a time for everyone to be independant...just that mine's come sooner than expected...

anyway......nuff bout the sadness.....MAN U kicked CHELSEA'S ass last night...thru a tevez header and a saha penalty...heard controversy bout the penalty....but who care's????!!!!!MAN U still came out on top...yeah yeah MOURINHO left and CHELSEA'S got a terrosist looking Israelian as their manager........Drogba crying....but TEVEZ baby...at last he's scored...for real...real confidence boost....hahaha

CHELSEA SUCK.....easier said than done.....

well since this is my first blog....i might as well summerize what happened last week:
was fed up of the uni food...so i kept going to KLCC(but no money)....forgot iw as in KL and that everything here is much more expensive than home sweet home Penang...i feel my wallet getting lighter.......

oh oh and i watched hairspray the week before....it was not bad....could hear all the girls going "OMG!!!!He's so HAAWWWTTT!!!" when Zac Efron mad his entrance in the movie...like...wtf???
there was more salivating done by the girls instead of movie watching....
GIRL'S nowadays...tsk tsk...

that's it from me...kiss ass baby